Is that true 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 or not...?(Oshi no ko)

Real love, what is that anyway? Having physical contact in bed and waking up alone the next morning? That wasn't Love...does Melt even know what Love is? "Will I find my real Love?" or "do I even deserve to feel real Love again?" These questions go through Melt's head. Every second felt like minutes and every minute...