-COMPLETED- I wasn't wanted or needed by anyone, and I knew that far too well by now. There was nothing left for me in the cruel wrath of life until I found everything in the deep brown eyes that belonged to a tall, sensitive boy by the name of Jack Barakat. The night that I thought would be another boring, sad chapter of my story ended up being the beginning of a whole new one. He kept me safe when not even my own house could. ==+== Told in Alex's POV. Trigger warnings: anxiety, abuse (verbal/physical), cussing. Disclaimer: This is partnered with "You Keep Me Sane" (which is not completed), but you do not need to read the other one before this one, or the other way around. It's the exact same story in another perspective. Started: Dec. 18, 2019 Finished: May 26, 2021

-COMPLETED- - trigger warnings in first chapter "Let's get to my house, we need to get you warm," he says. I look at him, and he's soaking wet. He's only wearing a short sleeve shirt with skinny jeans, since he gave me the sweatshirt he was wearing. I felt bad for him, but at the same time, he looked so perfect. The way the rain was dripping off his hair and chin, the way his wet shirt clung to his body, the way he was looking at me- all of it. Every part of me is aching to kiss him, just once, but I know I can't. He's perfect, but he's as straight as can be. === Ex best friends. That's what they were. Everything changed once Alex came out as gay to Jack, pushing them from best friends to strangers with memories. But, when Alex goes to extreme measures to end his pain, will Jack come back into his life? And even if he does... will they be able to be around each other without their world crumbling around them? -=+=- I've sprinkled quite a few All Time Low song references not only in the titles, but in the text hehehe Started: Nov. 13, 2019 Finished: Dec. 1, 2019

Privileged Chelsea girl meets famous Yorkshire troublemaker. She has no clue who the hell he is, and he has no idea about the posh society she grew up in. Can they look beyond their social boundaries as they find themselves in a friendship that just isn't built to last? 2016 That's the Spirit era Oli Sykes slowburn fanfic (to be oddly specific). Triggerwarning; this story contains explicit adult scenes, an (emotionally and physically) abusive relationship and mentions of an eating disorder.

Rebonding - bonding with your rebound. Sarah Mulligan is a creative content creator. After her ex-husband remarried, she jokingly pitched the idea for a reality TV show. The premise? Well, the contestants have to find a rebound and marry them. It really was just a joke. She was sad and slightly trollied at the time. A divorce does that to you, y'know? Who wouldn't turn to alcohol after finding out their ex remarried a week after leaving them? Her joke turned into reality (television). And that's where it gets slightly complicated. For several reasons. Firstly, the show is hosted by Sarah's ex-husband Peter and his new wife Katie. (Never date your co-workers.) Secondly, the idea of watching completely insignificant divorces meet and fall in love wasn't interesting enough, so it got an upgrade. The show is called Celebrity Rebound. You can fill in the blanks. :) Thirdly, when you begin developing genuine feelings for one of the contestants on your show, you won't much enjoy watching him 'dating' the other women. And finally, it doesn't bode well for you when you're stuck on an island where everyone seems to be behaving gradually weirder. DISCLAIMER: I obviously don't own Oli Sykes, his band, his lyrics etc. This is a fanfiction so most things will be made up. The other contestants will be fictional celebrities.

"Yes, you will rise from the ashes, but the burning comes first. For this part you must be brave, my darling." Evara Frost is a girl with a secret past, just trying to pursue her career as a photographer for the latest and hottest bands trending. Her style and the way she captures the emotion in her photos were what her boss, Dante Blackwood, admired most, or so she thought. Blackwood Inc gave her hopes and broken promises. No one would ever know her name, or so she thought, until she met Lucilius who seems just as in pieces as she was, but had an even bigger secret hidden than her own. Through their journey, they heal parts of each other and the voice in Lucilius head gets silenced for good with her help. But what happens when it all comes crumbling down?

Katrina Winters is your average rich girl. Well, not really that average. She's not the stuck-up type. She's kind, well-mannered and keeps to herself. Until one day she is forced to go outside of her rich community to get a job. She ends up having to deal with numerous types of people she never encountered before. A few of those people are a small group of guys who are on probation and forced to do community service in the same area that Katrina will be working in. And honestly, they kind of scare her. But are they really that bad?

Big brother Nick Folio isn't pleased when he discovers his little sisters career choice. What happens when she's pulled from the life she's made for herself and shoved into her brother's world.

Grace is a designer from Australia who lands work experience in the UK with clothing brand, Drop Dead. It's the opportunity of a lifetime to work for Oli Sykes; the brand's creator who just happens to also be the lead singer of her favourite band, but moving to a new country means leaving behind everyone she knows, including someone to turn to when her life is turned upside down. Grace finds friendship in her new boss and co-workers, but not everyone is happy about the new girl in the office. Grace learns about betrayal, trust, sabotage and what matters most when she ultimately has to decide between her career and her heart. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PSA - Violence, Assault, Language, Anxiety, Sex, Adult Themes, Drug Use -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE RANKINGS! #1 bmth #1 olisykes #1 oliversykes #1 bringmethehorizon #1 dropdead #1 bmthfanfiction #1 olisykesfanfiction

"Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much Don't go I can't do this on my own Don't go I can't do this on my own Save me from the ones That haunt me in the night I can't live with myself So stay with me tonight" Since losing their drummer to illness a few years ago, Bring Me The Horizon didn't think they'd be able to carry on without him. Then, by chance, Oli discovered Eden and she slotted right into their family. Eden and Oli became the best of friends and the band continued to dominate the rock and metal industry. But one night, Oli and Eden find themselves taking their "friendship" to the next level. What will this mean for them? And for the band? STRICTLY 18+ MINORS DNI Sex references and strong language from the start. Other triggers and content warnings will be at the beginning of each chapter. I do not own any of the members of Bring Me The Horizon or their stories. This is FICTION and does not reflect my personal views, beliefs or wishes. *RANKINGS* #1 - #bmthfanfic - 30/3/25

SEQUEL TO Just a Crush: Dear Diary!!!! It's been almost four years since the tragic event that's changed Leonora Thomas's life forever. After her best mate, Gemma passed away in a car crash, Leonora left London and moved to Prague, just as they'd planned as a joke once. She hasn't set foot in the UK since the day after Gemma's funeral, nor has she spoken to a single soul from her past life. She's now known as Nora Thomas, and she's become a tattoo artist. None of her Czech acquaintances know much about her past, just that she's British and very reserved. With the fourth anniversary of Gemma's death fast approaching, certain events transpire, forcing Nora to finally face her traumatic past.