What is Sherlock without John. Sherlock is back to where he started. Back to old habits TRIGGER WARNING. THEMES OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE

What happens if Mycroft doesn't let Sherlock come back to John after two years of being 'dead'?

John leaves Sherlock to face the world on his own. It was either John die, or Sherlock and John die and so he made the decision and he pulled the trigger. Leading up to now. A/N: It will end happily though I swear!

From the author of Tall Buildings and Pill Bottles. Sherlock Holmes died 3 years ago. Or at least, that's what John Watson had thought. When Sherlock comes careening back into his life, all isn't as it once was. Sherlock had been held prisoner of war in Serbia for eight months, now hurt and scared beyond belief. What will happen when they come back together? Will they get past everything and learn to love each other? Or will it all fall apaprt before it can ever really start? Main Ship: Johnlock. DNF/Unfinished and Inactive

"John, i'm so, so sorry. -SH" Set after The Reichenbach Fall, Sherlock is struggling without his blogger to keep him right. The voices in his head are back, and they tell him such horrible things...

"oh god John I can't do this!" Sherlock exclaimed. He slammed his hands hard against the leather seat and pulled himself up. He spread his arms out, showing his full wingspan. "John fix me." Sherlock gets sick and John looks after him. Things get pretty cute. - co-written with my gal Jo :)

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️- mention of suicide , domestic abuse, eating disorders and self harm. John and Sherlock are working a case when Sherlock gets shot. He is not majorly injured, but It required that John looks at his medical records. He quickly realizes that Sherlock had 5 suicide attempts in the past years. As John and Sherlock admit their feelings for each other, John learns how deep Sherlocks mental problems run. John knows he cannot magically make Sherlock better, but is determined to try to be there for him. Will he be able to? Completed. 87k words with a sequel in progress