(TW - This story includes the following content: suicide, violence and gore, mild nudity (no sex), some language, symptoms of conduct disorder, and schizophrenia.) Nerd. Everything. You're useless. You can't do anything. Everything I say. Die! Everything I do. You wanna be a hero so bad? I've got a time-saving idea for you. If you think you'll have a quirk in your next life...go take a swan dive off the roof. It's a projection. And I know it. Katsuki knows he's creating a monster. Izuku knows his best friend already is one. But does knowing actually change anything? And if they're both being honest...is change something they even want? (Also I just thought I'd add that there are no manga spoilers in this story so this fanfic is safe for anime fans :)