❝ you're stuck in my head and i can't get you out of it, if i could do it all again, i know i'd go back to you ❞ where a sixteen year old boy realises he has feelings for his best friend. [basically the goldfinch but gayer]

PLEASE READ DESC!! This is a fanfiction between jake Webber and Johnnie guilbert. it will be told in ALL Johnnie's POV Johnnie is going through a hard time. he hates every part of himself, no one will ever love him, at least. that's what he thinks... ... TRIGGER WARNING!!! THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN THE FALLOWING! -self harm -cursing -talk of suicide -online bullying -intense makeouts -eating disorders I'll try an refrain from making this cringy as much as I possibly can💀 Note to Jake Webber and Johnnie Guilbert. If you are seeing this and you happen to do a video on "reading famfics" may I ask, please don't read this one, for it contains many sensitive topics (especially early on in the book), which may be uncomfortable for some people.-moo (please don't leave hate comments this is not being made with ill intent twords anyone, it's purely for entertainment reasons. if either of them state at anytime they are uncomfortable with fanfics this will be taken down.) BOTH PEOPLE ARE CURRENTLY FINE WITH THIS FANFIC!!