[tw: self harm, depression, suicide, etc.] josh is your regular popular kid. everyone admires him at school. his life is perfect. tyler is the sad kid that no one talks to. he has no friends and doesn't plan to make any. his life could be better. josh has a girlfriend, but that doesn't stop him from loving tyler, right? + lowercase intended + completed april 9th (beginning needs major editing but i'm lazy)

Josh has certain fears of death. Until he meets him.

/ˈskitˌsoid/ adjective (psychiatry) 1. denoting or having a personality type characterized by emotional aloofness and solitary habits. :.warnings:.:.SPOILERS.:.:(mentions of) depression, [GRAPHIC] (mentions of) self harm, mature themes, (mentions of) suicide, (mentions of) murder.:

a criminal breaks into a sad boy's house lowercase intended

Tyler didn't know what hypersexual meant until he met Josh.

"Why do you work here?" "Gotta pay the bills somehow." stripper!Tyler, businessman!Josh au older Josh, younger Tyler

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

"I can't wait to see everything, the colors, the shapes..but wait I'm forgetting something." "What are you forgetting Tyler?" "I can't wait to see you." [NOT EDITED]. this is my first fic and I know it's not good but oh well what we gonna do. This could've been sooooo much better but like seeing as I did this when I was like 13. I regret