Simon Has had a Tough, Abusive Life at home, No body knows About it though, only his Blade, the only thing he trusts, That's until JJs sister moves in and he can't help but fall slowly and slowly more in love, but the sidemen get more suspicious when Simons sleeves get longer and he is constantly in his room. His mind is Unsteady and he can't steady it ever again. TRIGGER WARNING(S): SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, BULIMIA, ANOREXIA, ABUSE, SEXUAl ABUSE, RAPE. Not a phanfiction but wanted to try this as I love the sidemen, Hope you enjoy the story, Love you allXxX Sammie=3 Started on : 6th July 2016 Published : 9th July 2016

Takes place after the "City of Heavenly Fire", Isabelle Lightwood had watched her boyfriend sacrifice a part of himself in order for them to escape the demon realm. It is shown that Simon Lewis is once again introduced into the Shadow world, this time able to take part in a different branch of their own society. Grateful beyond words, Izzy has yet to rejoice. They are given a rarity, a second chance at a life together. But life is yet to be that simple, as a Shadowhunter's journey never is. Isabelle will have to learn to open up to Simon once again, face the future. Yet, a part of her was already doubting their chance at a life together. A part of her is still stuck in the past. A little journey after the epilogue of City of Heavenly Fire. I cannot hope to be nearly as amazing a writer as the adulated Cassandra Clare, but I do need to fulfill a type of crave that comes from the parting from these dazzlingly created characters.