Dsmp ships @lisaaaaa1616 by Olivia Hansen
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I Need You  by lisaaaaa1616
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BadBoyHalo and Skeppy have been best friends for years, but recently something felt off about Bad. He was getting more distant. One day Skeppy sees Bad alone in a TeamSpeak and decides to join, but he was greeted with something he didn't expect. From that day, Bad disappears. He cuts off all contact with Skeppy and leaves him so worried, he takes matters in his own hands to travel to Bad and make sure he's okay. He doesn't only realise Bads situation, but also some weird feelings... Tw's: -anxiety -depression -self harm -suicidal thoughts (attempts) -mentions (little) eating disorder
Safe With Me by lisaaaaa1616
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While George is live streaming, he accidentally outs himself in front of his whole stream. His life seems to be collapsing as his mother figures out the same thing as all his viewers did. George talks to his best friend, Dream, and decides to hopelessly ask to meet up with his "unknowing" best friend after his mother doesn't seem to want him in her house any longer. Dream, however, was watching George's stream as he outed himself and decides to not bring any of it up, realising George hides more and more from him. At the same time he starts feeling things he never felt before, making everything even more confusing that it already was. TW's: -Homophobia (F-slur) -Disordered eating -Abuse
I'll Never Forget by lisaaaaa1616
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George and Clay had known each other since they were incredibly young. Their friendship was indescribable, it was like they were tied together and would always find each other again. And that was true except now they were only like that by two small bracelets, one blue and one green. Clay's timetable had gotten more and more busy and he had less time for George eventually resulting to a null. A friendship that was once inseparable was now long gone, just memories of better times as Clay's life became hell. The days became repetitive, school, train, sleep. Every day was the same as the one before and the one after. Only George had to find a way to fix this, as he made a promise he would never forget. TW's: -(Child) emotional+physical abuse -Homophobia (usage F-slur) -Bullying
Secrets (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616
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As the Dream SMP members decide to meet up for the first time, it starts off as a very happy and fun holiday. Everyone seems to have fun with each other and everyone is excited to meet up, but the longer they are with each other, the more secrets get revealed. Apparently they didn't know each other as well as they thought. After one member completely changes, George and Dream are the only ones left to trust each other.
Alone Without You by lisaaaaa1616
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George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him. But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly... TW's: -Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid -Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions)) -Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses -Slight homophobia -Suicide attempts -Slight abuse -Self harm REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)
My Saviour  by lisaaaaa1616
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[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)
DreamNotFound Oneshots  by lisaaaaa1616
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DreamNotFound (and maybe other mcytbers when requested) oneshots Fluff and angst oneshots
My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616
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Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse
Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616
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After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse
If I Didn't Have You by lisaaaaa1616
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After finding out Clay has a severe and life threatening dairy allergy, he keeps getting more and more stomach aches and allergic symptoms to other foods to the point he is barely allowed to eat anything anymore. He is so sick of always feeling awful that not eating anything seems like the best way out... Sapnap went through a traumatic past and has always been ignored by his parents because his disabled brother, George, needs all the help he could get. Sapnap starts experiencing more and more problems, every now and then reverting to a younger person while he skips school to escape his bullies. Clay and Sapnap meet in an unexpected way and seem to get along very well. Clay loves taking care of George and the two finally seem to be able to talk about their hidden pain and feelings, but unfortunately, that doesn't solve the problems they go through... Warnings: -Anaphylaxis shock (severe allergies) -Emotional abuse/neglect -Disordered eating -Self harm -Bullying (For the rest, there's only mentions of a toxic relationship (with abuse and manipulation) and mentions drugs abuse)