It's all about finding calm in the chaos Rankings-90 in #poetry out of 285K

How can you miss someone even when you don't remember them? But yes, I miss them- my family, my past. What makes it worse is that I am only rummaging through the little flickers of the glorious past my mind can remember, yet I don't even know what I am truly missing. Is it the feeling of the longed love and warmth or is it the ghost of the memories waiting to be discovered? "I don't even know who am I, I'm still trying to figure out, trying to discover myself who is trapped in a prison that I don't even know how to break." When a lone girl wakes up with amnesia and is found in the middle of a dense forest by the leader of a camping team, she is faced with many challenges. Also, she gets some pure friends who consider her as family. But She is determined to find herself and her family. How she is going to find her family while facing everyday challenges? And even if she finds them, will she go back to her old life or will she stay in her new life with new people? Will these people let her stay or leave when they find out about her, her deepest secrets, and the real reason why she's in the woods in the first place? It's a fiction based on imagination A/N: This book is under heavy editing, so you might not see the regularity of events. I apologize for the inconveniences, it will be fixed soon.

Just some late night thoughts which has been transformed into words; written words.

"Fight me back, you little brat," he spits. And for the first time in her life, she feels lost, intimated, scared. She sure has felt scared before but not like this, she knows very well, she'll never win against him. She inhales, maybe she just should tell him the truth, maybe then she can escape this. But the truth? The same truth she's been hiding, for so long. And just for the fear, she does something she never imagined, she screams. Trigger warning: Abuse, bullying.

Just like other stereotypes, they seemed to be different from others' points of view. Two different people with tragic present, polar opposite where no one expects them to even associate, but when they do, under circumstances, understanding each other's importance in life, does the line of difference fades away? Or does it make it stronger? What would it be like when a suicidal girl happens to associate with a rumored homicidal maniac? Are they the only person who are dealing terribly with the present path life has thrown them into? She's suicidal, or so what she thought. He's homicidal or that's what they thought. But as they get to know each other, are they really as they appear to be? Or do their differences make the thin line of similarity between them stronger? Meet Amber Mckanzie. The first meet gives the idea of a quiet, shy, and introverted type girl who tries her best to stay out of trouble... But is she really? Meet Edwin Wilder. A dangerous aura, quiet words, and lifeless eyes scare most of the people near him leaving him to deal with his scary attitude and pitiful solitude. After his best friend disappeared, he's known to be the murderer of his best friend along with one other person. But is he really? And even though they can know the real meaning behind their façade, is it the only meaning? This book is rated mature because of the mention of suicide and self-harm. Trigger Warning: Mental Health, harming, depression.