When your whole world is falling apart what are you supposed to do? Fall into panic, or act like everything is okay on the outside when deep inside it really wasn't. Clay decided to do just that, when his dad dies he is completely crushed, only then to find his best friends both lay dead on the blood filled hardwood floors. He decides the best way to get over all of this was to push it aside, act like nothing happens and shut everyone out. He can't trust anyone. However that unexpectedly changes when George finds him lay mourning in the rain on the afternoon of his dad's birthday. -Suicide (in the beginning)/suicide attempt -Panic attacks/anxiety attacks -Separation anxiety disorder -Mentions deaths/suicide -Self harm/blood REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC STORY

Monophobia: The fear of being alone... Dream didn't want to die cold and alone- But fate seemed to have different plans for him. (Ghost!Dream AU) Cover by: Stoney_kam on Instagram :)

"George!!!!!" Dream screamed But he was to late...

After Clay and George meet up in Orlando Clay starts acting different, but can George notice before it's to late? Does George know what to do? Is George fine or is he just good at pretending like it? This story was inspired by the song Tired by beabadoobee :) *This story does/will contain swearing* Should be sfw for most if not all of the story Tags: #4 in ed 4/4/21 #22 in crying 3/9/21 #34 in writing 3/17/21 #40 in mlm 2/13/21 #86 in eating disorders 1/29/21 Reads: 1K: 2/13/21 2K: 2/26/21 3K: 3/7/21 5k: 3/17/21 6k: 3/23/21 7k: 3/29/21 8k: 4/4/21 9k: 4/10/21 (republished 5/11/21) 10k: 5/11/21 11k: ? 12k: ? 13-19K: 5/31/21 IN ONE DAY 19-27K: 6/1/21 ONE DAY AGAIN WTF 28-4K: ? 35K: 6/5/21 39K: 6/8/21 45K: 6/14/21 48K: 6/20/21 50K: 6/25/21!!! TYSM 70K: 9/2/21 OMG WHAT

(The complete, rewritten version) Dream and George are just two boys in high school. Each suffering with their own trauma, living everyday as a nightmare. Until one day, their paths cross and their lives are never the same again. And it all starts on a singular bridge. The very same bridge where it ends. (07.15.21-08.06.21)

Clay is a popular jock with a secret. George is an antisocial loner who keeps to himself. They're from different worlds, but something attracts them to each other. Will their connection be strong enough to withstand external barriers? Or will the tragedy of fate get between them? //cover photo by @/jirruko on ig!! psa: this is the first fan fiction i've ever written so pls be nice lol. i'm trying not to make it cringey but it's a lil hard. there's very very very little smut in this book, and even the smut scenes aren't very intense at all. a lot of this story is high school-drama based in the beginning (ikik, i'm sorry) but it's a lot deeper than that, really. bare with me pls you're not gonna wanna miss the ending or the character progression of some of the main characters. and thank you to everyone who interacts with this book! it really inspires me to keep going. even if you don't favorite or comment i rly appreciate you even giving it a glance! alt ending is out :D