"James?" "Yeah, Sirius?" "I'm so in love with Remus that it hurts." In which Sirius Black falls in love with the one and only Remus Lupin, who just so happens to have a girlfriend. Based on Conan Gray's song "Heather" CONTENT WARNING: This work contains explicit sexual content. Please read with caution.

"But sometimes it takes heartbreak for someone to realize how good they had it..." (STORY ON HOLD) WARNING: language, mentions of abuse, violence, drug and alcohol use, depression, 18+ Marauders era fanfic starting in their 5th year from Sirius' POV. Credits to JK for the characters and setting but I don't support her otherwise. This story includes key events mentioned in the book but also some that I have added. Enjoy the ride folks cause it's gonna be a long one.