𝜗ৎ🧸𝑻𝑬𝑫𝑫𝒀 𝑩𝑬𝑨𝑹🧸𝜗ৎ He used to call me his Teddy Bear. Soft, gentle and huggable. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅. I folded his shirt the way he liked. Left the perfume he used in the drawer, untouched. I still placed his slippers next to mine. Even after he started coming home with someone else's scent. Even after he began shouting instead of kissing. "You'll never leave me." he laughed once, drunk off whiskey and ego, after throwing a bottle at the wall. "You're too scared to be alone." 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬. But I was more scared of the mess. I like things clean and I like things in place. And he was starting to feel like trash. - Eli ✴𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍✴ # 4 -ediyoursna

Milo loves sex, parties and alcohol. He adores the thrill of being young, wild and mateless. He has witnessed his family and friends find their mates, settling down and living happily ever after. But this has never appealed to Milo. He wants to be a free spirit forever. That's until Milo's mate walks in on him at a sex party. Not only is Milo getting fucked into oblivion by another male but the mate-bond he refused to believe even existed is now shattering around him. He's never known such heartbreak for someone he's never met before and now he's convinced it is broken beyond repair. Nate already has enough to worry about and now he's faced with the pain of seeing his mate being intimate with someone else. Someone that isn't him. The memory forever engraved into his mind. With both of them battling silent insecurities, they struggle to understand how they could ever possibly work out their issues when their lives are so fundamentally different. Can Milo and Nate sort through their differences to give each other a chance at true love? 18+

Jody's been at Mr Raymond's Keystone House for nearly a year and he hasn't changed one bit. He's still pissed at the world, he still hates everyone, and most of all, he's still angry at himself. But when a newcomer called Kasim comes along, things start to change. Kasim's been stuck in his shell for years. He'll talk to people, he'll laugh and smile, but he'll never be reveal the darkness in him. When he arrives at Keystone, he has no option other than to acknowledge his emotions. The problem? His emotions are all over the place with Jody in the picture... and the five other men at Keystone. warning: 18+, substance abuse, smut, strong language [poly bl] sta: 14.12.25

"...now I'm falling..."

boyxboy [trauma, sex, hurt/comfort, love story, slow burn, long chapters] College art student Jamison Parker struggles with getting close to anyone after trauma crippled his ability to reach out and connect with others both physically and emotionally. More interested in nature than people, he keeps his head down and tries to get through each day without giving up entirely. Classmate Elliot Astor is a trust funder that can't buy his way out of grief and secrets of his own. Spending his nights partying with his friends to forget, he drifts through days with little interest in chasing anything but the next distraction. After a chance meeting, they find themselves drawn increasingly close together, pushing the boundaries of their heartache and histories, and fighting for a future neither dared to envision. current word count: 301,471 -------- • trying to update once a month, if not sooner • some chapters are broken into multiple parts for ease of reading, as some chapters are over 16K words • I'm a very dialogue-heavy writer :) • this is a genuine slow burn ***Read with caution*** This story includes mature content and themes such as explicit sexual content, suicide, self-harm, abuse, violence, trauma, drug use, mental illness, death, extreme homophobia, slurs, cursing, etc. There is no SA, though Stats: #1 in anxietydisorder 10/22/25 #2 in bxbromance 02/02/26 #5 in loneliness 01/26/26 #6 in freethelgbt 01/26/26 #11 in gayboys 01/26/26 #17 in gay-sex 01/26/26 #18 in gayness 01/26/26 #34 in explicit 01/26/26

Luke has spent the last few year trying to live as himself after finally coming out as trans. He's used to the stares, the whispers, and the wrong names. What he's not used to are his brother's loud, perfect lacrosse friends taking over the house every weekend now that they're all seniors. Especially Wi Youngjae, the one who never knows when to shut up. When Young makes a thoughtless, transphobic remark one night, Luke swears he'll never forgive him. But what starts as open hostility turns into something stranger... arguments that last too long, apologies that sound like confessions, and a tension Luke can't name. He hates Young. He's sure of it. So why does it feel like he's losing every time he looks at him?

Life is full of surprises - and not all of them are good. Kiri Yan has learned that the hard way when his parents announce their sudden divorce and that they need time for themselves, sending him off to live with his biological father for a year. What starts as a temporary solution to a permanent problem turns out to be one of the biggest challenges Kiri has ever faced: with his father being a depressed loner and his new school filled with competitive kids who like to cause trouble, he's quickly caught up in the small town's business. Left is right, up is down and good is bad when he discovers just how important one year can be. Highest ranking: #3 in lgbt

When two boys who've hated each other since youth share a dorm room, things are bond to happen, mistakes are bond to be made and sparks are bond to fly. [Will be editing here and there] #3 in jealousy

[LGBTQ+ Romance] #1 in teenage 1/10/22 #2 in teenagers 1/ 18/22 #2 in healer 1/10/2022 #3 in healer 1/14/2022 #7 in gay 1/12/2022 Presley Flint was thirteen when his mother died. From that point on, his life seemed to be turned upside down. At seventeen years old he's living with an alcoholic and abusive stepfather who has no regard for anybody but himself. Everyday, Presley is told that he is a waste of perfectly good air and day after day, he starts to believe it. He feels that school is his only refuge, but will that change when he's thrown a wicked curve ball and gets kidnapped by a gang? Will he help the gang? And if he does, will he even survive it? Nathan Pierce is next in line to take his father's place as gang leader of the Creeds. Everyday, he works hard to keep his gang at the top of the food chain. He never stops. He'll sleep when he's dead. In order to make his gang stronger, he needs young and frail Presley to join his gang and become the miracle that they desperately need. The only problem with having Presley is that everyone else wants him too, especially their rival gang called the K Blades. The K Blades want a chance to have a secret weapon and become as indestructible as the Creeds. For both of them, at every turn, there is trouble. Little do they know that to solve their problems, the two boys need each other in more ways than one. "I wasn't superhuman, but for him, I'd play God." -Nathan Pierce ••••••••••••••••••• -Slow burn novel -LGBTQ -Mentions of violence -Completed Published 1/28/2021 Vote, comment and follow if you enjoy this story! HIGHEST RANKINGS #1 in Healer #1 in Teenage 1/9/2022 # 1 in Gang member # 3 in Teenagers # 42 in Emotion #34 in slowburn EDITED