you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

sequel to 'Keep you in the Dark' so read that first if you haven't because you will be confused Billie Eilish is now free from the mafia, but is still haunted from the memories and deeply misses her lover Trig since she sacrificed everything to get Billie out..... right? This story contains mentions of sex, alcohol, depression & self harm, drug abuse and violence

(story contains violence, use of drugs, alcohol, guns and mentions of sex. if this isn't for you then do not continue reading) what had you expected? me to make you my art and make you a star and get you connected? what happens when Billie Eilish suddenly goes missing? where did she go? will you be able to save her or are you the one who kills her?

"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻

"𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧" 𝐆×𝐆

NEW CHAPTER EVERY TUESDAY Billie Eilish gains a new bodyguard. As their adventure takes place with crazy fans and paparazzi, will something grow between them? This book will not have any author notes or trigger warning to give an almost 'real life' effect. You have been warned Read at your own risk

"did you think I was fucking kidding when I said I'd do anything for you?" READ "ICE COLD | billie eilish" FIRST! THIS IS A SEQUEL. Billie Eilish AU ᯽ this is completely fictional and made up from my own imagination, none of it is real. ᯽ {STARTED 12th AUGUST 2021} ongoing.

I saw her through the window, little did I know she'd crawl through the windows of my soul and tear down all the walls I had built up. Never thought I'd be one to break the rules... but for her, I'd do anything to feel the way I do with her. I'd do anything to feel.

Elliot Eneide, 21, moved to the United States from England three years ago after an incident with her mom. After two failed suicide attempts, she was determined to succeed the third time, but then 19 year old Billie Eilish stumbled into her life, turning her world upside down and making it hard to say goodbye.