Some feelings are easy to ignore. Others settle in your chest and refuse to leave. For Billie Eilish, that feeling has a name. Sabrina Carpenter. As their worlds begin to overlap, quiet moments turn into lingering looks and unspoken tension builds into something neither of them is brave enough to acknowledge. But there's only so long you can pretend not to feel something this intense. "Do you have any idea the things I want to do every time I picture you?"

BODYGUARD -Fey lives by rules. By distancing herself from others has always kept her safe, being in control helped her navigate through life. It's part of her job. Part of who she is. -Billie lives in the spotlight. Everything she does is watched, managed, decided for her, except how she feels. And for the first time, she lets herself feel something real. So what happens when Billie suddenly starts getting messages and notes threatening her. Claiming to be someone close. Suddenly Fey isn't protecting Billie from her world, she's being let into it

After losing her wife to a long battle of breast cancer, Ezra Kennedy's life crumbled into pieces. Overwhelmed by her grief, she threw everything away: her love to play guitar, her family, her morning runs, her career. Everything. Years blurred with tears and memories she couldn't ever get back. Her best friend, Elio, determined to rescue her from dying, dragged her back into life by getting her a job as a waitress at the town's local restaurant. Even with something to keep her mind off the death of the love of her life and something to keep her busy for hours, Ezra was still haunted by the painful memories of her past. Unless a customer changed everything... When the famous singer, Billie Eilish, walked into her workplace along with her abusive boyfriend, Jesse Rutherford, Ezra was instantly captivated by the younger woman's natural beauty. Soon later, Billie began to walk into the restaurant day after day with new ridiculous excuses on why she was here again. All of it made Ezra look forward to tomorrow for the first time in ages. Billie always seemed to be the only thing that could save her from drowning in her sorrows. They grew closer quickly and Ezra did something she never thought was possible again - she fell deeply in love. But she also had never felt so far away from someone. Because Billie is straight after all. Isn't she?

sequel to mixtape for a rich girl!! go read it!! in 2008, arabella and billie were everything to each other-first love, first heartbreak, first everything. but when arabella was forced to move back to the uk, their connection snapped overnight. no phones. no contact. just a mixtape, a homecoming dress, and a memory that burned far too bright to ever fade. fourteen years later, billie eilish is one of the biggest artists in the world-touring london, living the dream, and still unable to scrub arabella's name from the corners of her mind. one dream, one concert, one moment in the crowd, and suddenly the past won't stay buried. across the ocean, arabella's life is loud, busy, full of people... yet somehow still missing something she can't name. videos of billie's london tour fill her feed. a face she once knew better than her own. a voice she grew up loving. a girl she never stopped wanting but has no way to reach. and fate-messy, cruel, relentless-is about to force their worlds to collide again. when first love grows up, what's left? a spark? a ghost? a wildfire? or something even more dangerous: the chance to fall again.

Walking away wasn't supposed to be the end of their story. It was the beginning of learning how to love each other right. But some wounds don't heal in silence. And some people don't survive it. Because the worst damage doesn't happen during the apocalips. It happens in the afterlight. The question is, how much of yourself can you sacrifice for love before there's nothing left of you to give?

She swore she'd only give herself to someone she loved. She didn't expect it to be her. The night of the Met Gala was supposed to be just another night of cameras, designer gowns, and champagne smiles. But when supermodel Claire Harbour crossed paths with Billie Eilish, everything she thought she knew about control began to unravel. What started as stolen glances on the red carpet turned into breathless gasps behind closed doors. Under Billie's touch, Claire broke the one rule she promised she'd never cross. Because this wasn't just a hook-up. This was her first time. And Billie Eilish was the one who took it.

When Thea was standing on the bridge, it was an attempt, an attempt to kill herself, but then a girl stopped her, the same girl called her pathetic a few moments later, and with that same girl, years later, she has to make a song with.

Evangeline Davenport has never heard the word no. Born into privilege and raised to rule every room she walks into, she's smart, magnetic, and untouchable. College is just another stage for her to own. Until she meets Billie Eilish. Billie is everything Evangeline isn't. Their dislike is instant, and neither is willing to back down. But when hate starts to feel a lot like desire, the rules change. Lines blur. And soon, Evangeline is playing a game she's never played before... One she can't win without risking the only thing she's never given away... her heart.

Koah is dealing with a relationship that looks perfect on the outside-but is falling apart in ways she can't fully ignore. Meanwhile, Billie is still trying to make sense of an unexpected announcement from someone she once loved, who seems to have moved on much faster than she did. The problem? Koah and Billie can't stand each other. Never have, probably never will. But when circumstances start forcing their worlds to overlap in inconvenient ways, one bad decision leads to another-and suddenly, they're stuck in a situation neither of them signed up for, pretending to be something they're definitely not. What starts as annoyance turns into something far more complicated than either of them expected.

They called it a secret. They called it the past. Kiel called it something she never got over. Back in the town she tried to escape, old memories resurface-along with the girl she was never supposed to love. What they had was hidden, quiet, and never meant to last. But some moments don't disappear. They stay. They haunt. And this time, the truth is coming back with them.