Viewer discretion is advised. Olivia Benson finds herself in a broken and shattered state after she was attacked. Lucky she has her strength and one special person in her life to guide her through this time.

This fanfic is set before captain Cragen retires, and before Olivia's incidents with Lewis (Which in this story never exist). This is all from my imagination and 100% fictional, although I wish it would happen. Thank you for reading! Please note: This fanfic is NOT based on the current season of SVU!

Olivia thought it was a normal day but when two very unexpected people from her past show up her entire life if flipped upside down and will never be the same! What will she do? One is suicidal and the other just makes her life more complicated! Has her past I finally catching up with her?!? How will she handle all the changes? *all characters belong to Dick Wolf and NBC* (except ones that don't appear in the show) ;-) (Bensler) ;-) CAUTION strong language and shit so...Happy reading! *TRIGGER WARNING* self harm

Elliot Stabler left SVU. But why? Will liv be okay with him back? Or nah?

Olivia's struggle to survive after Lewis attacked her. *This is triggering. Do not read if you can't handle it.*

DISCLAMER--- I don't own any over these characters they all belong to Dick Wolf & NBC ..!! Thank you for taking interesting in my story and I promise u will enjoy it