The year is 2025, Dan and Phil are still best friends living their lives on YouTube in their same apartment. Life couldn't be better. But when Dan's seven year old daughter asks how Dan met Phil and her mother Dan tries to explain his past to his young daughter, and the mistakes his made along the way.

He kills the wolves mutilating their howls into silent smiles. But they always leave claw marks on his wrist. Ashton Irwin has a secret. A secret he will never tell a soul, he's kept this secret from home ever since he can remember causing him to be mute. He can speak, but prefers not too. Nobody ever pays attention to him. Nobody really bothers to get to know him... until he met Bonnie, the girl with the punk rock attitude and the rose tattoo. Bonnie befriends with Ashton, both slowly falling in love with one another. Thinking that Bonnie will give up on him, Ashton realises that he needs to speak to her. He wants to confess his love for her, but he fears that his biggest secret might just come pouring out.

"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.