"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

ashton was just on a diet a pure, simple, restrictive diet, but there's nothing wrong with that, right? so why was everyone freaking out about it? *not in band, may be triggering* *who am I kidding it's very triggering tbh*

Mute - the refraining of speech; temporarily speechless. "I am afraid to show you who I really am, because if I show you who I really am, you might not like it-and that's all I got." No one really knew what had gone on in the deranged head of Luke's. No one knew exactly what happened to him either within the time period of this year and the last, but no one cared to learn, anyway. After all, he was mute. Always seemed as if he was, and always seemed he'd be like that forever. And the last thing someone wants to do, is talk to someone who just won't talk back.

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

When you're born, a small timer is imprinted on your wrist. This small timer counts down. It counts down to the moment you meet your soul-mate. Luke Hemmings' timer reached one week, and it's all he can think about. Ashton Irwin's life is crumbling under his feet, and all he can do is cry about it. That is, until the two worlds collide. →This story contains swear words and boyxboy material. This story also mentions anorexia, self harm, suicide, and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with any of those things, don't be afraid to post on my message board or reach out for professional help. You have a purpose and you are loved. Stay strong. ← [i started the book when i was twelve, and finished it at thirteen. so its quite cliché, but i tried to make it ehhh u know]

"Love will always be a stronger bond then blood, Ashton."