You broke one of Ran's unspoken rules and he's going to make sure you properly earn his forgiveness.

Being the lover of a Bonten executive isn't as shiny and fun as the title appears, at least it hasn't been for you since you hardly ever see Sanzu. You're ready to leave and have time to reflect and think about if you want to be with him anymore, though you love him dearly, but when did he ever say you were allowed to leave?

When Sanzu said you could leave him, was this really what you had in mind?

You ran from the older Haitani when you learned about the ways he made his money, but don't you know that once you're with him, you're his forever?