𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐎𝐫 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 ______________ After a tragic event in New York you jumped on the first flight to Seattle to start over. First chapter published: April 19th 2021 Last chapter published: June 9th 2021 (All characters are made by Shonda Rhimes)

TW - drug addiction madison is a 15 year old girl who has been struggling addiction. her parents have kicked her out of the house and she has no where to live until someone comes to help her... have fun reading :) p.s. i do not own the characters in this story - most come from the greys universe

Their story begins when a former drug addict meets a perky blonde who just returned from Africa. This story depicts the full Amezona love story from the first meeting.

For as long as Meredith can remember she has been abused. Can a tall redhead pick up her pieces and put her back together? A little bit of Meredith/Mark in the beginning TRIGGER: Abuse, self harm, rape, depression

The year you spend as a surgical intern is arguably the most important. It's what makes or breaks a Doctor and what separates the strong from the weak. It's almost like a game. There are rules and judges, setbacks and victories, challenges and trials and not everyone makes it out alive. My mother taught me how to play the game and she taught me well. I was barely out of the womb before the scalpel was back in her hand. I saw the inside of an OR before I saw the inside of a school and I sat in the Gallery watching surgeries the way my peers watched cartoons. I couldn't be anything other than a surgeon if I tried. She raised me to be extraordinary, but all I ever seem to do is fall short. OR Meredith Grey copes with her trauma in some unhealthy ways. Will Addison be able to intervene before it's too late?

After Derek's death Amelia has been struggling to cope, in this book she will go through drug relapse, alcohol relapse, self harm, suicidal thoughts (along with possible suicide attempts), eating disorder and other mental health issues while her family and friends fight to help her. Please take this as a trigger warning about what will be covered in this book.

Jo Wilson has a problem, in her past she was struggling with eating disorders and self harming but now it seems like she is falling back into her old habits... Disclaimer: Trigger Warning ! this fanfic will include an eating disorder and selfharm. If you think you will, at all in any way, be triggered please don't read it. If you do choose to read it but find yourself getting triggered, please stop reading. The last thing I want to do is trigger anybody! Please stay safe Since I think mental health problems are very underrated in the show and start reading a lot ff story's about this theme I got inspired to start writing my own story. Also English is not my first language so please feel free to message me of any mistakes you see. I hope you like the story and enjoy reading.

What happens when Meredith struggles with an eating disorder? She thinks she has it all under control but in reality she really doesn't. How far will she go? TW: ED, SH, depression, suicide This is my first story so yeah...

Although they seem the most unlikely of companions, Meredith Grey and Addison Montgomery will find that they harbor the same dark secrets and that they have both been scarred deeply by their mothers. As they head off to Westover Boarding School in Middlebury, Connecticut, love, lies, passion and the struggle to find oneself abound. Will they be able to save each other from themselves? *TRIGGER WARNING * Includes graphic descriptions of self harm, suicidal ideation, and disordered eating behaviors. Please do not read if these topics will negatively affect you in anyway. I want all the best for you--- stay safe!