"JENNIE WILL YOU PLEASE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE?!" pagtataboy ko kay Jennie na kasalukuyang sinusundan ako. "WHY DO YOU ALWAYS KEEP ON PUSHING ME AWAY?! " sagot naman niya kaya wala akong nagawa kundi huminto at harapin siya. "Do you actually know what you are doing?! Mali to Jen! Maling mali! Bestfriend ko si Lisa at bestfriend mo si Hyun! I shouldn't have dragged you in this mess. My mess! They already hate me! Wag mong hintaying pati ikaw kamuhian nila! " "The hell I care about them Seulgi. Hate me all they want wala akong pake tsaka you didn't dragged me in this mess. This is our mess! Ginusto ko din to I fell for you kaya pwede ba?! Stop blaming yourself! " "Jennie you don't understand---" "Then ipaintindi mo sakin! Let me understand! Ano bang inaalala mo?" "I myself is a whole mess Jen. You can't like me. Didn't you hear what they call me? They said that i'm a jerk! An asshole! And wala akong makita na mali sa sinabi nila because I myself believe that I am indeed a big dissapointment! So leave me alone. " "Seulgi ano ba?! For once isipin mo rin yung sarili mo hindi yung palagi nalang yung iba ang iniisip mo! The hell I care if you're a mess I can fix you! " "Jen please, go back to Lisa. Si Lisa ang mahal mo at hindi ako. Siguro na excite ka lang because of the thrill. You really didn't fell for me. Panandalian lang yan." sabi ko at tinalikuran na siya. "Pwede ba Seulgi ipagdamot mo naman ako! Ano ba yung dapat kong gawin para maniwala ka na I seriously fell for you and what I'm feeling right now is real? " "No you can't love me Jen." sabi ko at tuloy tuloy lang ako lakad then I suddenly felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. "Please Seulgi, maniwala ka naman sakin. " she said and this time she's crying. "I'm really sure about my feelings Seul. Hindi to basta basta na curious or naexcite lang. I love you and I fucking mean it. "

"I saw her again after 3 years." Irene x Seulgi. /©Baechuism.

when a random girl is dared to date someone in the school, she has her eyes set on the girl known as irene. [fem × fem] [lowercase intended]

what would happen if the school's most promising student fell in love with a notorious delinquent?

Don't Go. Another story about a celebrity who fell in love with a not so famous person?

Love is.... Sacrifice? Selfish? Forgiveness? Patience? Happiness? Or just a word that cannot be explain. Tama bang isakripisyo ang sariling kaligayahan para sa kaligayahan ng taong mahal mo? Tama bang hayaan na lang na ikaw ang nasasaktan just to see her smile? Even your not the reason? Tama bang sabihing okay ka lang kahit na durog na durog na ang puso mo? Tama bang sabihin na mas magiging masaya ka pag nakita mo siyang masaya sa piling ng iba? Or tama bang kalimutan mo na lang na mahal mo siya para sa ikakatahimik na lang ng buhay niya. Ano nga ba ang tunay na Pagmamahal..... Publish April 12, 2021 Finish: June 15, 2021

ano ba ako sayo? all this time i thought ako ang mahal mo. all this time hindi ako bumitaw All this time akala ko, ako pero bakit ganito? Umasa lang ba ako? Why life is so unfair? Why me? Why am i this? Kasalanan ba talagang maging ganito ako? If only i have a choice, kung ganon lang sana kadali na kalimutan kung ano ako. Published: June 25, 2021

For 18+ years. Old Asahan mong andito lang ako parati para sayo. Kasama sa tawanan, kalokohan, sa hirap at kalungkutan. Sa sakit at kaligayahan. Hindi man ako ang pipiliin ng puso mo, hindi naman ako nagsisisi na ikaw lang ang tanging nagmamay ari ng puso ko. Since then, till now. With you.... I am contented..

Hinding hindi ako papatol sa isang katulad mong mayabang...... Kahit nag iisa ka na lang, hinding hindi din kita magugustuhan. Hindi kasingganda ng mukha mo ang ugali mo.... ----- you have to accept the reality na hindi lahat ng taong mahal mo, mamahalin ka din sa paraan na gusto mo. Sometimes they just love you platonically. Hindi din lahat ng pangarap mo maaabot mo. You just have to live your life happily and contented.

Hanggang saan ang kaya mong gawin para protektahan ang taong mahal mo. Hanggang kailan mo dapat gawin ang obligasyon mo bilang tagapangasiwa ng kumpanya ninyo. When is the right time for Love? When is the right time for Happiness? When is the right time to move on? When is the right time to let go? Are promises is really made to be broken? Pano kung akala mo natagpuan mo na ang taong akala mo kaya kang mahalin at ipaglaban hanggang huli, eh bigla.ka na lang iwan sa ere? Kaya mo pa bang magtiwala ulit? Kaya mo pa bang magmahal ulit? Pano kung huli na ang lahat? Susuko kana lang ba? Or this time, ipaglalaban mo na? Kailan ba ang tamang panahon para sumuko? Pero kung totoong mahal mo, bakit mo susukuan? Ano ba ang mas matimbang when it comes to Love? Family? Friendship? Or yong taong mahal mo? Ano ba ang dapat isaalang alang sa isang relasyon? Time? Effort? Trust? Respect? Feelings? Contentment? Or all of the above? Pero pano kung wala na siyang time for you? Mag eeffort ka pa din bang magtrust? Ano ba ang tunay na kahulugan ng respect? How can you be sure if your feelings is right? You know when you finally met the right one for you, if all of this emotion exist. But most of all, the great feeling of contentment is the most precious of all. Madali lang magmahal, magtrust, mag effort, pero napakahirap maging kuntento. What will you choose? What are you willing to sacrifice when it comes to your Family.... Your happiness? Or your Responsibilty.... Kaya ikaw na nagbabasa nito. Be contented of what you have right now, hindi masamang mangarap at magkaroon ng goal sa buhay. But make sure na alam mo ang limitasyon mo lang. Know your priorities. Needs before wants. Published: February 14, 2022