READ NEWEST AUTHORS NOTE!! : UPDATED DEC 2025 Travis Phelps, A 17 year old Christian boy who's life revolves around god, he's gay, and that's the one thing he hates about himself so badly, he wishes that he could control his feelings but, it was so hard, how was he supposed to? TRIGGER WARNINGS: homophobia, bullying, mentions of sh, Angst, Sucide mentions. mentions of eating disorders.

People in the town knew Vance had done drugs. They knew the family he came from. Addiction, they knew what he was going to become. It ran in his family, he was bound to inhabit the geane. One thing most wouldn't know about addiction is that, you can't just stop. Your bound to relapse one day, its like a bomb, its going to go off. Vance knew Bruce had little to know idea he had done drugs in the past. He know Bruce thought it was a rumor or one time thing. He didn't know it was like this thought. Only people close to Vance knew it wasn't a rumor. They had seen him at his peak of addiction. When he would go days without eating. Or when he felt so worthless he cut himself. And the drugs, oh the drugs. this book is a little like the show euphoria but different, there will be mass differences in the characters and setting and parents. This book follows Vance relapsing and not feeling like he can get better. Enjoy:) BTW I'm going to take away the TW warning because the warnings are in the hashtags