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After Hope Was Lost, He Finally Loved Me by danmeifeels
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Lin Shu died tragically in a fire. Before closing his eyes, Lin Shu thought that if there was an afterlife, he would never be a human again. Being a human would be too tiring, and he would be abandoned by his lover, framed by his relatives, and locked in a mental hospital would be worse than death. In the raging fire, carbon monoxide poured into his nostrils. Lin Shu listened to Qin Yuchi's favorite song, thinking that he could finally get relief. He and Qin Yuchi are like two poles of a glacier, never meeting. He and Qin Yuchi are like a magnetic field with the same pole, always repelling each other. Lin Shu knew that they were not suitable, but he didn't believe in evil or fate, he only loved Qin Yuchi, so he tried his best to make Qin Yuchi accept his love by threatening his acting career. So in the end, Lin Shu was sent to a mental hospital and had no peace every night. This was just Qin Yuchi's revenge, the punishment he deserved. At the moment when his breathing stopped, Lin Shu recalled Qin Yuchi's disgusting eyes, looking at him as if he was looking at the dirt in the mud, and suddenly felt that everything was lifeless and meaningless. When closing his eyes, Lin Shu exhausted his last bit of strength and murmured, "I'll let you go, Yuchi." Opening his eyes again, Lin Shu returned to two years ago, the peak of his career, before he met Qin Yuchi.
The Enigma's debt by Anu_patel
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Title: THE ENIGMA'S DEBT Blurb: He paid the Devil for a night of pleasure. Now the Devil has come to collect. Julian Romanov is the "Ice Prince" of Russia. Arrogant. Untouchable. And secretly dying. To the world, he is a ruthless Alpha heir. In reality, he is an abused Omega hiding his nature with illegal suppressants that are slowly poisoning his blood. One night of freedom in Italy led to the biggest mistake of his life. He slept with a stranger, left a stack of cash on the nightstand to insult him, and ran away before dawn. He thought he would never see the man again. He was wrong. The stranger was Luciano Rossi-the most feared Enigma in Europe. A man who doesn't forgive insults. And he has just arrived in Moscow to sign a deal with Julian's family. Luciano doesn't want ports. He doesn't want weapons. He pulls a crumpled, blood-stained bill out of his pocket and smiles. "You treated me like a whore, Julian. You thought you could pay for my time?" Luciano leans in, his Enigma scentm suffocating the room. "Keep your money. I'm going to take something else. I'm going to own you until you beg me to stop."
DESIDERIUM by luftmenschoriginal
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"We'll always find our way back to each other." Adrian, Levi and Rafael. They've been best friends since basically forever. Best friends, even tho Rafael has always known that there's more between them than just friendship. The other two realize that as well, once Adrian and Levi both turn eighteen and discover that they are mates. What they don't know is, that Rafael is their mate as well, but because he hasn't turned eighteen yet, they can't know. Or maybe they don't want to, since together they work so well, as future Alpha and Beta, well Luna, of the pack. Then the incident happens and Rafael is send away. They don't see each other for almost two years. Rafael turned eighteen. Adrain and Levi have been leading the pack for two years. What will happen when Rafael has to return due to some unfortunate circumstances? Honestly just give this story a chance, writing descriptions isn't exactly one of my strengths. rankings #1 in gayfiction 11. June 2023
Lose My Fate by Kmars95
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"I'm not a kid," I spat back as I glared at him. "Whatever," he said as he turned, his massive frame not even a little scared of me nor my knife. For some reason beyond my comprehension, I felt the smallest of tugs in my gut as I saw him walk away. Everything told me to run while he had his back to me, maybe try and get back to the club and just wait till morning to go home. And yet.... "Hey!" I still called out to him. "Hm?" he asked, his head turned slightly but his feet still carried him away from me. "W-who are you?" *** Seven years ago, Elijah made a mistake. On the day of his 16th birthday, the day everyone has the chance to find their Fated Pair, he walked into school like every other day. Upon making eye contact with Harrison Gramm, his one and only best friend, Elijah's world fell to pieces. "Not you," he had said with such cruelty. "Anyone but you." Now, seven years later, Elijah has found himself spiraling down a road of depression, self-hatred, and drug use with no light to guide him. A whore of a mother who thought nothing of him, a father dead after betrayed them both, Elijah has no one by his side. That was, until a mysterious man came into the bar one night. Will this man be the one to save him? Or will Elijah find him self tumbling deeper into the world of drugs, crime lords, and fated pairs he so desperately wants to get away from? ~this is a boys love story with dark theme such as attempted suicide. Please be respectful. If you don't like it, don't read it.
The Anatomy of a Ghost (BL) by twilightlurkerr
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There is a hollow place where a bond should be. A silence where the chorus of the pack once sang. For eight years, Luin Sage has carried this emptiness within him, a living wound from the day he was torn from his home and his two fated mates. Exile has been a brittle peace, a fragile existence built in the wild with Jamal, another soul fractured by the pack's judgments. Their understanding is a quiet thing, woven in shared solitude and the language of unspoken pain. It is the only balm that has kept the memories at bay. But the past is a patient hunter. A violent attack, laced with a poison that speaks of intimate malice, shatters their seclusion. Forced to return to the territory that cast him out, Luin is thrust back into the gilded cage of his former life. The air is thick with the scent of regret and the ghost of a bond that never died. His mates, the Alpha and Luna who condemned him, are shackled to him by a fate that feels less like destiny and more like a punishment. Here, every glance is a shard of glass, every whisper an echo of his crime. The reasons for his exile are a story written in scars, a truth buried deep beneath the pack's official history. And as a mysterious enemy circles, leaving cryptic warnings and a sense of dreadful familiarity, Luin is forced to confront the most terrifying question of all: Was he banished for being a monster... Ranked: #1 - mxmxm -16th October 2025
Bound by Sacrifice. by JacobStoneWriter
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In a world where the innocent pay a heavy price, Anthony Wilkus's life takes a dark turn when he's thrust into the role of a donor for a reckless Beta who shattered his limbs in a drunken crash. Ripped from his home and forced into a nightmarish reality, Anthony battles the shadows of depression and the haunting grip of suicidal thoughts at the facility designed for rehabilitation. But just when hope seems lost, an unexpected guardian angel appears, igniting a flicker of light in his bleak existence. Will Anthony find the strength to rise from the ashes, or will he be consumed by the darkness? Dive into a gripping tale of resilience, redemption, and the power of unlikely connections.
Thorns beneath the skin by annahread
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Ive spent years running from the darkness, from the things I've done, from the pieces of myself that were too broken to face. I thought I could escape it, outrun the men who knew too much, who saw the cracks in my soul. I was wrong. It was a mistake coming back here and now they found me. They're not here for forgiveness, for answers. They're here to make me suffer, to make me feel the weight of every betrayal, every lie, until Im begging for mercy that won't come. They want to tear me apart. But the truth is, they don't need to break me- Im already beyond saving.
Love Syndrome (Day/Itt) - Book 2 (Authorized English Translation) by your_drama_llama
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📚 Story is complete 📚 Day and Itt (Brick) / Nick and Neil รักโคตรๆ...โหดอย่างมึง!! ภาค 2 [Yaoi , Boy's love] - Authorized English Translation of Love Syndrome - Book 2 (Day & Itt (Brick) and Neil & Nick. This is a non-profit fan translation. Chapters 1-43 were translated by me. Chapter 44-END were translated by @AndreeaC87. Disclaimer: All credit goes to ยอนิม/Yeonim/Yoenim/Yeo Nim. This author wrote and created the Love Syndrome novels and characters. You can read their original story, for free, in Thai at the website below: https://www.tunwalai.com/profile/17396#novellibrary The paper copies of the original Thai books can be purchased at the website below. They do ship internationally. Please note that there are special chapters that are only available for purchase. Those chapters play an important role in the novels, so I highly recommend purchasing them. These books can be purchased through the link below or on Meb. http://www.nana-naris-ybooks.com/category/1/pre-order-y-thai-by-%EC%97%AC-%EB%8B%98-%E0%B8%A2%E0%B8%AD%E0%B8%99%E0%B8%B4%E0%B8%A1 Please follow the author and the publisher on Facebook. Their links are below. https://www.facebook.com/YoeNim32?mibextid=ZbWKwL https://www.facebook.com/nanaofficial.thailand?mibextid=ZbWKwL I have asked permission from ยอนิม and Nana Naris Publishing to translate this novel into English for non-profit. I am using G.T. to assist me with this, so please forgive me for any mistakes. Some words or sentences have been changed to better understand their meaning in English. Please let me know if there is anything I need to change. ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ Sensitive Content ⚠️ This book contains SA, Violence, Language, Manipulation, Physical and Mental Abuse, etc. This story is not suitable for anyone under the age of 18. Please read at your own discretion. If I am asked to remove this story, I will.
Day & Brick Book 4(Love Syndrome) by unaisaas
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#Bl # lovesyndrome #mature #bl #boyxboy #bxb #bxblove #lovesyndrome #mature #maturelanguage #maturity #mxm #romance WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️ Mature content DISCLAIMER :- Under the Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, there is an allowance for "fair use" of copyrighted material for such purposes as education and research, scholarship, criticism, news reporting, comment, and teaching. Translating this book is for entertainment purposes only. NOTE : I don't own this story all the rights reserved to the rightful author... It's an auto translation so please bare with the grammar mistakes and sentences... The cover page of this book taken from Pinterest the Image belongs to the Rightful person...
Day & Brick Book 5 (Love Syndrome) by unaisaas
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#Bl # lovesyndrome #day&brick #mature #bl #boyxboy #bxb #bxblove #daybrick #lovesyndrome #mature #maturelanguage #maturity #mxm #romance WARNING ⚠️⚠️⚠️ Mature content 🔞 DISCLAIMER :- Under the Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, there is an allowance for "fair use" of copyrighted material for such purposes as education and research, scholarship, criticism, news reporting, comment, and teaching. Translating this book is for entertainment purposes only. NOTE : I don't own this story all the rights reserved to the rightful author... It's an auto translation so please bare with the grammar mistakes and sentences... The cover page of this book taken from Pinterest the Image belongs to the Rightful person...