What happened after the endgame? What happened with Peter? He misses Tony so much and he starts to blame himself. He's getting worse in mental health and also a lot of things happening- !TW! This story contains: - self-harm - eating disorder - throwing up - fainting - depression - panic attacks - nightmare - death - suicide/suicidal thoughts - things with mental health If you feel like you shouldn't read it or you can't read it, have a nice day/night/morning. Stay safe and remember I'm proud of you. <3 If you need help, contact someone. It's worth it. If you're reading it, enjoy! <3 //Update every 2 days// Highest ranks: 1st on tw 5th on faint

Peter Benjamin Parker-stark has secrets and no one can ever know them. Warning ⚠️ self harm, sexual assault/ harassment, abuse, abusive relationship.

After losing everyone Peter Parker falls into a hole of darkness. Feeling that the death of his Aunt was his fault. Before he could be put into a foster home. Tony Stark invites him to stay with him and the Avengers. But nothing can shake the feeling from Peter that he is cursed and he might get one of the Avengers hurt. Maybe this world would be better without a friendly neighborhood Spider-man. There are triggers, but it gets happier I promise. :) Triggers: Death, Suicide Attempt, Cuts, Sad Peter,

Peter Stark was adopted by Tony Stark when he was 3 years old. He was always happy and bouncing off the walls. But 11 years later, when he is 14, he slowly starts to become the complete opposite, Tony begins to worry about his only son who had saved his own life the day he entered it. When Peter is later diagnosed with bipolar disorder things start to get better. Though secrets soon get out, ones that threaten his safety and the ones he's come to care about. What happens when Peter starts getting threats? What happens when the person he cares about goes missing? Will Tony figure out what's happening and help him in time? Or will Peter sacrifice himself?

'what exactly were you trying to do?' 'huh?' 'I asked what the Fuck were you trying to do!?' Peter Just stared at tony unmoving, what was he supposed to say? Apparently not saying anything was the wrong answer because the slap that he got for that brought him back to reality. He felt tears surface in his eyes threatening to fall off and all he could do was bring his hand to his face trying to cool off the stinging pain. ------------------------ Peter doesn't feel in control of his actions anymore. He needs sleep but hasn't been able to since tony mysteriously passed away. After Having continuous nightmares Peter decides he needs to say a final goodbye to get closure, so he choses multiverse as the answer. Well Reality is not always what it seems and sometimes your hero is not the same in every universe.

❝ y-you just WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND! ❞ I snapped staring into my clenched fists ❝ What don't I understand peter?❞ Tony kept a concerned tone, never once taking his eyes off me. ❝ The pain I'm in. ❞ I murmured glaring daggars at him. ¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤▪¤ In which Peter parker struggles more now than he's ever struggled before. With The death of his aunt may; her abusive Boyfriend takes guardianship over him. While life slowly unfolds around him, he is forced to struggle. How can peter be spiderman- a super hero- if he can't even save himself from his own demons? (Under editing, you know- grammar mistakes and whatnot) °•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•° ⚠Trigger warning⚠ - Thoughts of suicide - self mutilation - grotesque quotes/sections - depression and anxiety - Domestic violence - foul language ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ I don't own marvel, or Spiderman, or any character accept michael. ♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪♡▪ I wrote this when I was 15, so there's a few minor screw ups!! I will go back and edit soon though! Also this fanfic IS NOT BASED OFF OF MY LIFE OR REAL LIFE . AND THIS FANFIC IS NOT RELATED TO MY LIFE IN GENERAL. This is literally just a story I wrote for all my fans requesting the Peter parker Saddness series and such love you guys!!!

[#1 in "depression" ~ 07/13/19] Peter Parker is the most ordinary kid in New York city. At least that's what everybody thinks. Instead of playing video games like every other teenage boy, he's created a great spider super suit. With his amazing engineering skills, Peter got his hands on a Stark Industries scholarship through the school, while also trying to cope with his abusive parents. Read how this boy balances his troubled parents, his confusion on his sexuality, his hidden superhero identity, and working with Tony Stark, all while trying to make it through his highschool career.

[WORD COUNT:] 16,261 words Peter Parker has been living in an abusive orphanage ever since Aunt May passed away. Bullied and friendless, well except for Ned, life doesn't favor Peter's luck. Until he gets a Stark Internship, working with Tony Stark and the avengers. But how can Peter keep a secret with that mouth of his when making friends with billionaires and spies? Finished on 5/19/20 #1 - Tonystark | 1/6/21 #6 - Peterparker | 6/17/20 #6 - Spiderson | 5/2/20 #7 - Spiderman | 5/22/20 #8 - Avengers | 5/23/20 Looking back on this (today is Aug. 17), I cringe so hard. This is bad and desperately in need of a rewrite. I solemnly swear that my other stories are better. [WARNING] Blood and violent injuries will be evident and described in further chapters, please read at your own risk. [DISCLAIMER] I don't own these characters, they belong to Marvel and maybe Sony. This was written by me for fun and I'm not making money off of it in any way. Credit for cover artwork is written in the corner.

"... It does not matter how your children get to your family. It just matters that they got there." - Kira Mortenson. Peter Parker's been through the loop, he's fought, cried, ran, and done everything physically possible to keep what little of a family he had together. But will it be enough? Though he may find his true family in the midst of all his trauma, the lessons he learned may not be enough to save them or himself from those who seek to oppose it.

Peter is Tony's new personal intern, and him and the avengers start to grow a close bond to him. The avengers are told to bring Spiderman in no matter what. Peter's life just seems to be going down hill faster than he can climb it. (Updates Tuesday and Saturday) (Tom Holland as Peter)