So don't judge me with this I was in the shower contemplating my life and stuff where this idea kinda just popped into my head and I wanted to write about it so yeah. And yes it is my dream to be adopted by Dan and Phil like I said don't judge Updates were (lol) frequent. I have no life (*mentions of self harm and other triggering stuff. You have been warned*)

You, a popular YouTuber venture toward the crowded Vidcon life for the next few days. You're excited to make new friends, meet fans, and screw around with you best friend. But you never expected to start a budding new romance now did you?

(Warning: mentions of cutting and depression, I will add warnings on chapters with cutting, but depression is not going to be labeled) Samantha has had it rough, she is a lesbian and that fact made her parents disown her, she has a friend named Hanna, who's mom died in a car crash with her baby sister, and who's dad was horrible. Child services took her to the orphanage, and her and Samantha just clicked. They each only have 1 friend. Each other . Sam has cut. Cut cut cut the tears away. Only thing keeping her from ending it all? Them. Youtubers. More specifically, Dan and Phil. When Samantha writes to Dan for Internet support group, her whole life changes. "Look outside into the night, what do you see Sam?" "Darkness" "Try again" "Well I see stars too." "What do you notice about them?" "They shine...?" "but none of them, will ever, shine as bright as you"

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, until he meets Phil Lester - the 'bad boy' of Dan's new school - who's face is strangely visible to Dan; much to Dan's wonder and Phil's distaste.

[COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

Dan and Phil are both secretely in love with eachother, but both are too scared tell one another. So, when at a party they are both dared to tell the truth about eachother, will they finally open up? Or just shy away like how it has always been? What will happen then?