on a warm fall night in new york city, fate brings two nineteen year old boys together. except they didn't really know each other. in fact, it was the day that the golden blonde one was going to end it all. will this fateful meetup lift the boy out of his depression, or will it cause the brown haired one great pain? * not shipping, fictional book. cover art: unknown

A story of two utterly shattered people. Karl and Sapnap are both living in North Carolina in their early twenties. Karl is a drop-out university student, meanwhile Sapnap is an attending university student. Karl lives a life fighting against himself every day, filled with brokenness and anger towards himself. Sapnap lives a life somewhat full of distractions and happiness. * Not shipping, this is a fictional book! :) TWS: Swearing, Self Harm, Body image issues, Alcohol, Mature Scenes, Gore, Body Dysmorphia, Very Low Self-Esteem, Body Checks, Starvation, Trauma HEAVY TW on body image #1 karlnap April 4, 2022! #5 anxiety disorder May 16, 2022 #3 tired June 5, 2022 #15 recovery June 30, 2022 #4 tired July 6, 2022 #8 anxiety disorder July 8, 2022 #5 tired July 8, 2022 #7 anxiety disorder July 10, 2022 #3 tired July 15, 2022 #1 unlabelled July 21, 2022 Cover: Peter Wever

༄ Dream is the lead guitarist in a band, George is just a boy who happens to be the one Dream falls for. Little does George know this isn't the first time he's ever encountered the man he will slowly come to love. - tws/cws at the start of each chapter !! :) ALL RIGHTS RESERVED please ask for permission before attempting to repost/ use/ make new works/ with any content from this book. please contact me to discuss further through tiktok - @amymayfarrell_ instagram - @amymayfarrell