Trigger warning: Gay sex

A story of two utterly shattered people. Karl and Sapnap are both living in North Carolina in their early twenties. Karl is a drop-out university student, meanwhile Sapnap is an attending university student. Karl lives a life fighting against himself every day, filled with brokenness and anger towards himself. Sapnap lives a life somewhat full of distractions and happiness. * Not shipping, this is a fictional book! :) TWS: Swearing, Self Harm, Body image issues, Alcohol, Mature Scenes, Gore, Body Dysmorphia, Very Low Self-Esteem, Body Checks, Starvation, Trauma HEAVY TW on body image #1 karlnap April 4, 2022! #5 anxiety disorder May 16, 2022 #3 tired June 5, 2022 #15 recovery June 30, 2022 #4 tired July 6, 2022 #8 anxiety disorder July 8, 2022 #5 tired July 8, 2022 #7 anxiety disorder July 10, 2022 #3 tired July 15, 2022 #1 unlabelled July 21, 2022 Cover: Peter Wever

"Momma always tells me I need to marry my favorite boy, well I think I'm gonna marry you, Sapnap!" In which Karl and Sapnap are both trans boys, and Karl's mom takes every measure possible to keep her son away from Sapnap and his supportive parents.

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

HIGH SCHOOL AU, DSMP/KARLNAP SHIP STORY. "I can't anymore. This is the last month. My whole life, everything is crashing. The 31st may will be my last day of living..." Karl is having problems with dyslexia and depression. His family hates him and he doesn't have any friends at school. He decide to live one more month and then end it. But one day a new boy arrives. His name is Sapnap... !No smut! It will be self harm, suicide thoughts and depression (more) tw in the story but i will name everything before the chapter is starting. As I've said before I'm not very good at english so please do correct me if I'm writing anything wrong! I am not making fun of people that is having dyslexia or depression btw! I respect and feel sorry for those people so please don't send hate or anything, ty! :) One more thing! All the pictures in the start of every chapter (and the front pic) is taken by me and have nothing to do with the story, I just like them heh Hope u will like the story c:

Karl is trans. Female to male. He often finds himself overthinking and being down on himself. He goes to a small public school and gets bullied often, especially since he was the only transgender kid. Karl had planned to end all his pain until the new kid earned an important spot in his heart. #10 in trans TW: Self harm, SA, suicidal thoughts, drugs, alcohol, verbal abuse, eating disorder, physical abuse, r@pe, kidnapping, NSFW

Sapnap, a notoriously sullen computer science major, is attending North Carolina State University, along with his roommate and long-time internet friend, Dream. While Dream has been pining over the pretty British boy in a couple of his classes, Sapnap finds himself having a much harder time avoiding a certain gray-eyed ray of sunshine that their mutual friend, Quackity, introduced him to. *The story will not be told chronologically. Chapters will vary from Freshman year (2015-2016 school year) to Senior year (2018-2019 school year). Chapters will be dated at the top to avoid confusion. Also, for reference, 'present day' is spring semester of senior year.* (The classic, 'the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one' trope)

"Karl got addicted to him. Only a few weeks of knowing Nick and Karl was unable to function without him." High school au. Sapnap is a football team captain, tall, mean looking dude. Karl? Soft boy, new in town (TW: homophobia, self harm, violence, smut) Words total: 74926 This used to be #1 in karlnap, I personally think it gets good after the 22nd chapter. Yep, I don't like my own story, Idk why so many people enjoy it. (I will be rewriting this fic in the future btw) If any cc in this won't feel comfortable about such fanfictions I will immediately take it down. I don't ship real people!

Sapnap and Karl have been friends for a while. Can Sapnap overcome his feelings to stay friends with Karl? Or are the feelings reciprocated? - Mentions of the song 505 - Arctic Monkeys - Lots of swearing. No smut. Lot's of fluff later on :). (little bit of dnf hehe) Includes: Sapnap (Nick), Karl, Quackity (Alex), Dream (Clay) and George.

high school AU Karl is just an ordinary kid with a friend named Aiden. When a popular football player named sapnap walks into his life after Aiden tried to hurt him, he becomes a focus in his life, he knows Sapnap will protect him from anything. Karl starts to feel something he's never felt before. Something almost like lust. maybe love? Who knows what Sapnap feels maybe he feels the same. Little does karl know that Sapnap thinks his smile is as bright as the sun. -!!UNDERGOING EDITING!!- -!! this is my first story so if you could leave some nice feedback that would be great!! ⚠️Tw⚠️ -swearing -abuse -blood mentions -death (in a dream) Be prepared to read a lot!! I'm already prepared to write a lot 💔💀 Achievements!!! #23 in morethanfriends (Nov 22 2021) #73 in karlnap (Jan 17 2022) #39 in karlnap (Jan 19 2022) #14 in morethanfriends (Jan 21 2022) #30 in Karlnap (Jan 22 2022) #9 in morethanfriends (February 3 2022) #7 in morethanfriends (February 7 2022) #2 in morethanfriends (May 12 2022) Milestones: -200 reads!! TY! - December 8th 2021 -255 reads!! TYYYY- January 9th 2022 -308 reads!! TYSM! - January 12th 2022 -431 reads!! UH WOT! - January 18th 2022 -736 reads!! no way TYSM - January 23rd 2022 -1k reads!! Holy shit thanks - January 27th 2022 -1.43k reads!! This is unreal - February 1st 2022 -1.64k reads!! Wtf, you are amazing - February 4th 2022 -2.01k reads!! STFU SERIOUSLY?? - February 9th 2022 -2.16k reads!! TYSM ILYSM!! - February 11th 2022 -2.61k reads!! TYYY ILYY - February 25th 2022 -2.83k reads!! YES GUYS TYY - March 1st 2022 -3.33k reads!! HOLY SHIT I- TY - March 17th 2022 -4k reads!! TYSM FOR READING - March 28th 2022 Started: November 10, 2021 Finished March 25th, 2022!! 🤍🤍