"I never meant to destroy and terminate the lives of the people I love and even my own. My life was ruined just in a blink of an eye. The only person which had the reflection of a mother in my eye gone. What I did before becoming an addict was even way worse than anything I had done wrong in my life. I took the lives of the only people who bared it with me. I never meant for them to die such a painful death. To all those, I hurt I'm sorry for causing the pain"