I think it was in September, when it all started. It was just the beginning of my career, and yet it was also the end to my dreams. In the past year, I'd gotten almost everything I'd dreamed of. Key word: almost. My name is Ally Carter Emerson and this is the story of my demise. Ally Carter Emerson is a rising star in music. She's seemingly perfect on her fans. She's kind, beautiful, generous and has a unique voice. But inside, she's dying. She's slowly dying just like she has been for the past five years of her life. There's nothing she can do about it. Ashton Irwin is in the band 5 seconds of summer which is quickly becoming the biggest thing in music. He's always cheerful and has the sweetest smiles. When they meet, they're worlds collide. Neither of them deny the connection they have, but it grows increasingly more difficult to keep up their relationship. And if that's not hard enough, it grows increasingly more impossible for Ally to keep her secret from him and the rest of the world. (Based off the song : The Only Reason by 5 seconds of summer) Cover: UptownFangirl

pho·bi·a strong fear or dislike: an irrational or very powerful fear and dislike of something

"She got all of her music off iTube. He collected records and despised iTube." (description by @ankleboots) @amnexia copyright credit to @ankleboots for the story idea (title and description), no copy right intended :)

Ashton Irwin is more than perfect. His smile, his laugh, his voice. He is talented, and grateful, and so down-to-earth. You just can't beat him. But when his girlfriend Evee walks in on him self-harming, she realizes, maybe there is more to Ashton than she thought. Maybe all the smiles are lies. Maybe the laughs are cries for help. But with one question ringing in her brain, Evee attempts to fix her broken love..can he be fixed?