deceret (n.) latin word for "body to body" Czarina wants to commit suicide. Death is ready for her, she could feel it. Czarina, with her best friend, Sorcha, agreed that they would jump off a building together to end their shitty lives. Just when she was about to jump she felt a pair of strong hands wrapped around her waist, pulling her back to safety. But her best friend really jumped. She died. And Czarina is still alive. What the fuck is life when your betrayal costed your best friend her life? And she discovers that the guy who saved her is more dangerous than death per se.

I'm Hillary Rayne Olivar. Maganda. Sexy. Mayaman. Matalino pero nagpakatanga sa iisang lalaki na paulit-ulit lang akong niloloko. Naranasan mo na bang magmahal? Naranasan mo na rin bang magpakatanga sa isang lalaki na walang ginawa kundi balewalain ka? I don't want to give up even it hurts so much. Yung tipong sobrang sakit na pero ayaw mo pa ring bumitaw kasi may pinang-hahawakan ka at yung tipong sa sobrang sakit, masasanay ka nalang hanggang sa hindi mo na maramdaman na nasasaktan ka pala. Should I give up or continue chasing him? Sino ang pipiliin ko? Ang lalaking mahal ako? O ang lalaking minahal ako nang mawala ako? This is not your typical martyr story.