"Now I'm down bad punching at the gym or whatever Taylor Swift sung in 'Down Bad'." - probably San in this one-shot

------- • Do you ever just, love someone so much. That'd you'd rather break into a million pieces, than not see them happy? • Yeah..Hongjoong too. He watched as his best friend slowly started drifting from grasp, like smoke of a cigarette, as another person catches Seonghwa's attention. • TW// this is very much angst, but there is fluff as well. ~ mentions of suicide ~ alcohol abuse ~ smoking cigarettes, as a way to cope ------- Main ship: Seonghwa x Hongjoong Side ship: Seonghwa x Yeosang --- SLOW UPDATES

"oh, we've made eye contact." Choi San is often jealous that Jung Wooyoung gets a lot of attention, yet gets none from the latter male for himself. [ another cliche love story yay ] [ based off BOLBBALGAN4's songs, but mainly 'Grumpy' ] RANKS [ 🌌 #3 woosan - 27 September 2019 ] [ 🌌 #1 woosan - 28 September 2019 ] [ 🌌 #14 ateez - 9 November 2019 ] [ 🌌 #1 choisan - 3 December 2019 ] [ 🌌 #9 ateez - 9 December 2019 ] [ thanks for 362K ❤️ ]

[COMPLETE] ATEEZ wooyoung/san "he's just so perfect. do you know heather? for me, that's him." "..dude, heather's a girl." (full synopsis inside) -au. -lowercase intended. -drama/romance. started: 11/3/2020 published: 11/7/2020 ended: 12/9/2020 highest rank: #44 in woosan - 12/4/2020 #10 in heather - 12/18/2020 CHECK OUT MY OTHER ATEEZ BOOK: » wrong number | sanhwa (completed) » beyond admiration | woohwa (complete) » only in your arms | sangi (one-shot) » REMINISCE | woohwa (new and ongoing!)

"i didn't think i'd ever feel safe again..." "do you feel safe now?" "choi san... you make me feel safer than i ever have in my life." - in which wooyoung has recently gotten out of an abusive relationship and struggles with finding the feeling of safety until san shows up and changes everything. started: 12.3.22 completed: 2.21.25

message from @santhemountain: you think I'm hot?

- [COMPLETED] choi san, cursed to live a lonely life of forceful giving and taking, really doesn't like it when popular student jung wooyoung suddenly takes an interest in him. ### ( disclaimer: this story is purely fictional and has nothing to do with the members in real life ) highest ranking: #1 woosan 29/01/21

[COMPLETED] Jung Wooyoung was a smart yet cocky college student, studying computer science at the Seoul National University. Choi San was a rich law student, studying at the same university. A lousy college party changed their lives forever. That night, their fake relationship started... 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: some triggering themes, slight smut, strong language 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱: 10/06/2022 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱: 02/08/2022

"i hope that he looks at me and thinks 'shit, he's so pretty.'" in which choi san tries out for his high school's cheer team, intriguing the popular, straight boy. ### rankings: #1 in choisan #1 in jungwooyoung #1 in seonghwa #2 in yungi #4 in yeosang #5 in san started: 20-07-21 finished: 21-09-21