A guidebook if you feel like you're alone

This is not a ‘boy saves the girl’ type of story. This is anything but that. No boy can save a girl like Ana Shaw. She is saveless. Ana Shaw has had a rough three years. After a traumatic experience when she was fifteen, she has been in and out of mental hospitals in hopes of trying to make her whole again. Now, after multiple suicide attempts and then a full year of recovery, Ana finds herself back in a patient facility, surrounded by other mentally unstable people. But really, what's wrong with wanting to die? After everything that she's been through, it's totally understandable that she wants to end her life. However, everybody around her is determined to keep her alive no matter what she wants. Will they succeed or will Ana slip through their fingers once and for all? With the help of a few people at the mental rehabilitation center that she is staying in, Ana fights to find reasons to live before it's too late.

In this the events in it actually occurred. Its based on a suicide note from my friend Ali. (in the poem the note is not word for word what her actual one said its based from it) This is in honor of Ali. So rest in peace beautiful.❤ Enjoy.xx

Her hands were always in her sleeves. Until he tried to hold them.

in which a girl hears what society says and tries to meet society's expectations

Amanda was being bullied. She suffered from major depression. She only had a few friends. Her parents never cared for her and treat her like crap. It all took one bad day to end it all. So she texted her friends saying bye. She ended the text with "if your reading this its too late..."

My cousin Abby hung herself in 2015, so I feel like I owe this to her to write this book