Y/N Y/L/N is someone who has never felt true welcomeness. She's been unwelcome since she was a child, even in her own family. When she moves to Virginia and starts her new job with the BAU, she starts to learn what being welcome is really like. Especially when she meets Dr. Spencer Reid, who she immediately has a longing for. It's so intense, they begin a BDSM relationship, one that surpasses all expectations. It's just sex, of course. Well, that's what they all say. It's what she said. Until she finds herself with one-sided feelings for him, tangled up into the mix of their strictly-sex relationship. And what happens when Y/N realizes maybe she's not made to live her life without storm? That it's only meant to diminish while around Spencer, not disappear...

When Y/N joins the BAU, a certain young doctor can't help but notice her. highest rank : #12 in spencer

After a traumatizing event y/n is finally ready to get back to work . She finally gets a hold of her dream job At the bau where she meets Dr.Spencer Reid and suddenly she second guesses everything again . Will she be able to trust another guy again? Or will she have her heart closed down for the rest of her life . Disclaimer : Spencer Reid , Morgan , Garcia and Emily are not my characters . They are from the tv show Criminal minds and I do now own them . This is purely for entertainment .

Y/N has always known Emily, growing up together and bonding over shared trauma. Even going as far as going undercover for Interpol. After the 9 grueling years, she had given up on love, it would always lead to heartbreak even if it's a good guy. That was up until Spencer Reid came into her life. I promise the story is better than the description Based on seasons 9-11 hair, the only spoilers are for the season 9 finale and previous trauma. Trigger Warnings - physical abuse, mental abuse, torture, miscarriages, overdose, and mentions of drug use If you don't like pregnancy plots or children in fics, back away now any comments about including children will be deleted immediately.

| ONGOING | "Spencer you need to go" My voice wavers "Why?" He softly asks My heart breaks at the tone of his voice. I know then that I had hurt him. I look up at him, wiping my tears away. He looks down at me and that's when I see his bloodshot eyes. "You need to leave before I fall even deeper in love with you"

You've spent most of your adult life convincing yourself that love is not meant for you. Your job and social awkwardness made it hard to find- and the right guy just never shows up. But when you revisit your college and it's memories, you meet someone who just might be worth it. {Spencer Reid x Reader} Based on Season 13 Reid. It's pronounced (eh- thee- ree- ul) by the way.

"𝑺𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒕." -𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝗼𝐧 15 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐝- 𝐜𝗼𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐲: @𝐚𝗺𝐲𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐲𝗺𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐞

"I've never felt so vulnerable before and I'm just afraid that I'll lose the people I care about." "You've never told me that before," he whispered. "That's because I didn't have you before." Andy Delvaux has always tried to forget her past, but her past has never forgotten her... [Spencer Reid//Criminal Minds] "What we don't need in the midst of struggle is shame for being human." -Brene Brown

she's hotches daughter, and it was never an issue... until now. [ TW: SUBSTANCE ABUSE CONTAINED IN THIS BOOK ] ⚠️⚠️