Wishing everything would just stop. I knew it was just a dream. Why couldn't I wake up? This happens every night. Reliving these terrible, terrible memories. I can't forget. No, I will never forget. My nightmares won't let me. - Scarlet Fourette

As if being secretly in love with her best friend isn't hard enough, when that friend seems destined for fame and fortune, where does that leave Leila? Leila McKinnon and James Hetfield have been inseparable since they were kids. Best friends no matter what, helping each other through whatever life throws at them. For Leila though, feelings have deepened beyond friendship, but can she risk everything for the thing she wants most of all...James' heart? Will she keep getting so close to her dream, only to watch it slip away time and again? *Please do not copy without my permission. Real people in this book do not belong to me, but I do own all characters created specifically for this story.

Little angelfuck It's a shame that luck isn't better, babe Did you like the fun Did you like the times that I promised you [oc x kirk hammett] [smut, profanity, drug use, rock n roll]

James Hetfield and Courtney Grey: maybe they really didn't need each other? A SEQUEL TO- SAD BUT TRUE. Warning; this book contains talks/acts of suicide, self harm, and an eating disorder. slow updates.

James Hetfield and Courtney Grey: problematic people who need each other. Warning; this book contains talks/acts of suicide, self harm, and an eating disorder. THIS IS THE VERY FIRST FANFICTION I EVER WROTE. ANY ERRORS OR THINGS OF THAT NATURE, PLEASE OVERLOOK.