The beautifully complicated story of how two best friends inevitably fall in love.

"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm running. Run. Life will knock me down" - Never Enough, Papa Roach

Kian and Jc grew up together, but as they reach highschool, Jc starts changing after a huge tragedy. Jc stops talking to Kian, and that's when things go downhill. Warning: - Self harm - Not a happy ending

I want jc to be my boyfriend,But I'm scared he won't love me!!

Book One // B1 ••• "Are you sexually attracted to me?" Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity fucking fuck. The lie detector was still hooked up to me. Stupid fucking BuzzFeed for inviting us over for this stupid fucking video. "What? Of course not." Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. A lie. Okay, so Kian knows my biggest secret, no biggie. The worst part is over. Now I just have to deal with my crush, who I live with, knowing that I like him. Oh, and we're famous, I guess that's pretty important. So that means millions of fans I have to hide from, too. No big deal. Oh, but it's a huge deal. Because a Jian picture was uploaded to Twitter on accident. And Kian retweeted it, on accident. And BuzzFeed invited us over for part two of the video. Yeah, I'd say it's a pretty big deal. I'm at a Dead End. ... • Book Two "Crossroads" is out • -ColorMeJian

- Jian Oneshots - /Twoshots - /Threeshots -Sneak Peeks - Pickles -Story Ideas - Basically me constantly rewriting different scenarios where two "straight" boys fall in love and live happily ever after. * DISCONTINUED * - which doesn't really matter because they're all one shots, but whatever - ... If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- Then-- ugh nevermind. Just fuck off. -ColorMeJian