baby. i could get used to calling her that. a story in which two life long best friends fall in love. TW: - self harm - depressive themes - abuse

sage, moves to la for the summer to live with her grandma despite sage's attempts to try and stay home. the problem is, sage has been anonymously messaging a user named 'pirate' online for months. and 'pirate' lives in los angeles. sage can't decide whether telling her online best friend she's in la is a good idea or not. because really, does sage want to know who 'pirate' is?

I saw her through the window, little did I know she'd crawl through the windows of my soul and tear down all the walls I had built up. Never thought I'd be one to break the rules... but for her, I'd do anything to feel the way I do with her. I'd do anything to feel.

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.

[sequel] i'd never leave you if it was up to me. unfortunately, it was never up to me. - lower case intentional

"can't sleep." she said shortly, turning over. when rae is forced to share a tent with her bully on a school trip, they both face the same nightmarish struggles. lower case intentional. [tw] contains mentions of sleep paralysis, insomnia, nightmares etc. gxg

just read it and you'll find out achieved: #1 in billieeilishfanfiction #2 in billieeilish #3 in baird

sequel to 'more than a fan' not much more to explain... just read it

the third part to the "more than a fan" series read more than a fan and so much more than a fan before reading this or it won't make sense achieved: #2 in billieeilishpiratebairdo'connell #4 in wishyouweregay #5 in gaymarriage #12 in oconnell