Captain tries to figure out how to move on from the only man he's ever loved, but how will he do it? Will opening up help? Maybe figuring out himself would be better? Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine! They're all characters from the TV series BBC Ghosts, however the plot is mine.

"I'm sure it was a dignified death." Julian said, hoping that it was a nice thing to say. After all, Captain had been in a war and would probably value an honourable death. "No," the Captain disagreed, shaking his head, "it was not. It was a shameful death." *Written at the end of series two* *Might/will probably involve Cap x Julian shipping* *Word count varying from 1500 to 2700* *Just a fic about the Captain* *Hope you enjoy* *Word count: 18,800*