"You really do miss him, don't you?" "I do Clark." "Even after everything he did to you?" "Yes." "Why?" "Because I loved him." Sequel to "The Privileged" (Season 2)

4th book in series. 1st-The Privileged 2nd- I Loved Him 3rd- Toxic Love Please read those first.

Book 5 of series. Bellamy and the other finally return from space. But what they find is horrifying. Now they also have to deal with a war between the only surviving land. What will happen? Will Bellamy finally become the dad he wants to be?

"I don't know if I can do this anymore. You've changed so much Bellamy." "What do you want me to say? I'm doing this for you. Both of you." "I don't want you to say anything. I'm sorry Bellamy but...I just can't" (Season 3)

"So what? What am I suppose to do? Pretend that nothing happened?" "Exactly." "I can't do that." "Why not?" "Because something did happen and I liked it. I was glad that it happened. If you want me to stay. I will. All you have to do is tell me." "Stay." [Seasons 1]