It's been a long ride. With all the ups and down they've had in the past year and a half, Ashley and Nathan think their relationship is stronger than ever. However, they know they are still unstable. They're each other's fatal weakness: he's afraid of her leaving, and she's afraid of loving him, so she keeps leaving him. With 9 months left until Ashley finally graduates from college, Nathan has a lot of work to do and can't see her that much. Besides, Ashley's best friend—Roxanne Monroe—moved out with her boyfriend, so now Ashley has to deal with living alone. However, this is not a problem for her and manages to settle down pretty fast, getting a new job, even. She thinks her past will not haunt her anymore. She thinks that her life is now perfect and nothing can bring her down. She loves Nathan, and knows that all will be fine by his side, but what happens when a very unexpected person seems to hijack her? Her life will go down in spiral, becoming a living hell, and she will have to ask herself if she has the willingness to move on. But more important: will her love with Nathan outlast through all of the pain?

When Madison Banks moves to California with her dad after her parents divorce, she's ready for the sun, the waves, and the beach Hotties. Little did she know she would meet a California hottie whom she would fall madly in love with. But not every girl is what she seems. Not every girl can take the pain of falling for a guy when she just fell out of love with someone else. And when the two people she loves end up in the same room with her at the same time, what could NOT go wrong? Can she handle it? {Guys this was written in 2014 so the events happening in here are related to that time so it's very different than how it would be if it were written now. }

Do you know where your heart is? Do you think you can find it? Did you trade it for something, somewhere? Better just to have it Do you know where your love is? Do you think that you lost it? You felt it so strong but nothing's Turned out how you want it Well bless my soul, You’re a lonely soul Cause you won't let go Of anything you hold. Bullying. That's a word that defines your life. The only thing that keeps you alive is knowing that in some way you will get out of this one. Ashley Underwood is 15 years old and lives in this little town called Abbeydale, in Gloucestershire, England. She's an excellent student, and her family sees a bright future for her. What they don't know, is that deep, deep inside, she's drowning, almost dying. And the worst part of this all is that she has a massive crush on her bully, Nathan James Sykes, the heartbreaker of the school, the guy that has all the girls eating from the palm of his hands. Will she give up or be brave and keep going on?