"make me feel like I am breathing - feel like I am human" -- "there's a little death in every kiss we have," zach whispered. "but somehow, it makes me feel so alive." -- please read: the story has been rated r by wattpad due to some "mature content," or the use of some strong language, along with very mild sexual content. personally, i would rate it pg-13, because it really isn't that bad. i myself am not old enough to be involved in r-rated content, so i would just like to clarify that (although most people seem to ignore ratings), it can be readable by those who are comfortable with the content and are mature enough to read what i have written. don't hesitate.

A story in which an indecisive boy doesn't understand what he has until it's gone. [DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE]

Lena Ruthford is the twin sister if Jesse Ruthford. Lead singer of the Neighbourhood (AKA The NBHD). Soon her and Zach get close. But will they get close enough to let her brother know?

When Andy moves to California and meets Jesse Rutherford, everything is picture perfect. What happens when Andy finds a special spot in her heart for Jesse's best friend (Zach Abels)?

If one day Jesse falls Zach will always be near him to catch him and remind that he can fly because he's crazy.

Nina; the sad beauty from Arizona stuck with beauty, wealth, all wrapped in an abusive lifestyle. She has never loved anything before, until she meets Zach. (Warning: This is no ordinary fanfic. There's death, visions, and sex included.)

sor·ry \ˈsär-ē, ˈsȯr-\ adjective : feeling sorrow or regretful :

When the young, and soon to be famous Zach Abels and Jesse Rutherford decide they are too good for their girlfriends, they dump them. Deciding that it was too hard to keep a relationship going on while they rose to fame. Leaving not only their girlfriends, but also band members and friends behind they have to own up to the mistake they made, and try and win back everything they tossed aside.