The hardest memory has to be you. I miss you. I need you. I was stupid. Being with you was like swimming in the stars, it was a joy better than any other. You made me happy, you still do. I want to see you, hear you, touch you. I want you. I felt safe around you. I don't feel safe anymore... I feel really unsafe right now as I write in this book. I looked through my door and I can see someone in the kitchen. Please come, please help me. Come save me, these might be my last words. If I don't get anymore please know that my last thoughts were of you. I love you.