@defsoul has started following @jiaerwang or an Instagram au in which famous Chinese rapper Jackson Wang acts like a complete fanboy over idol singer Im Jaebum

jaebum has it all, but sleeps alone. [ rich jaebum x bartender jackson ]

"Hello, this is the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Who am I speaking to, currently?" "J-Jackson..." "Nice to meet you, Jackson. Now please, tell me everything, I am here to listen." How can Jackson sleep peacefully at night, when there are always thoughts pacing his mind, where he can not sleep? All he wants is someone to save him, and sing him to peaceful slumber. A slumber, where he can get up in the morning feeling weightless, and seeking for another lullaby. -Trigger Warnings (mainly self harm, disorders, & suicide)- -BoyxBoy- -Updated- -Side ships- Im Jaebum x Jackson Wang x C O M P L E T E D O N 11.23.18 x

Lim Jaebeom, a world renown musician. He has released collaborations with music gods such as Beyonce, winning countless Grammy Awards. After losing his parents, Jaebeom couldn't bring himself to continue his music career. Going on a hiatus, he concentrated on his photography. Agreeing to be the director for a new documentary, he met Jackson Wang. Jackson Wang, founder of record label Team Wang. He wanted to create a documentary of Team Wang's history, from the start to who they are today. Little did he know, he would meet his first love. Jaebeom. Two different people. One is struggling with his nightmares, another is strong yet vulnerable as well. Will they be able to open up their hearts to each other?

Jaebum tried to hold on to the good memories... He did... But even then came a time there not even that memories could make him feel alive. Author's Note : I've been trying to write this oneshot for a really long time, and I was finally able to finish it. I'm aware that not everyone likes angst stories, but I really wanted to make this angsty Jackbum/Jaeson. I really hope you enjoy this though, and if you would like to comment about it I would appreciate it very much ^_^ Please keep in mind that English is not my first language, so I apologize if there are mistakes. I don't own the picture used in the cover. I wasn't able to find who originally posted it but all credit goes to the original owner.

Jaebum really likes Jackson but he doesn't know he liked him ever since middle school and now their both in high school,the rest of the members know its just Jackson

Jackson has gone and leave jaebum in tear, he tried to be strong but he can not. He tried hard to forget but the memory between him and jackson is getting hard to attack him He wish jackson comeback to his life but it is imposibble. Jaebum really suffering from his love that already gone, he is slowly getting tiny ,jinyoung really worry to see his best friend like that. Jackson really means to him, and he can not live without him. But in the end this two lover finally meet in a very beautiful place and unite their love When love comes and it is suddenly gone what is going to happend with somebody who falls in love, it just like dying slowly.

With their soaring popularity Got7 barely has time for anything, much less a breather here and there. Jackson is putting in long and hard hours, and soon Jaebum starts to notice that the groups vitamin isn't so vibrant anymore. Instead he seems to sleep more, eat less, and lately he's been prone to just brushing off the members. All the guys are taking it in stride, but he's afraid there's more to it than a busy schedule. And Jackson isn't the only one he's worried about, for the first time his best friend Jinyoung isn't telling him everything. He's more secretive, and sneaks out of the dorms when he thinks noone notices. Worried and distracted by the two members, he doesn't know what he should do. And then there's the most worrisome problem of them all, the very thing that could threaten the closeness that all the members share. Can Jaebum finally get the answers he needs, from the members, and from himself as well?

Jackson's Love is one-sided. The vines are spreading. His Lungs are failing. His Throat is closing. And the Flowers are only a reminder. •Short Jackbum Story•

" come on Jaebum he is not a stranger " Mark says while putting his arm on my shoulders "we have English and history class with him. I heard he likes producing song you could talk music with him since both of you are into it" " I think he's too shy to talk to him hyung " declare yugyeom with a grin on his face I glare at him hoping that he will get the message i'm still his hyung he can't teas me like this and get away with it. " Is Yugyeom right Jaebum? " asked Mark with a soft caring voice " yeah maybe I don't know " I admit, it's true that most of the time when people think I'm acting rude it's just that I'm shy and don't how to respond when they talk to me. or Jaebum has a huge crush on the most popular guy at school but is too shy to approche him.