Are such deeds, though often decreed, ever as they really seem????

IS HELL THE ANSWER TO ALL THIS WRETCHEDNESS? IS THE END OF THE END SIMPLY THE INTANGIBLE EMBELLISHMENTS THAT SUCH BIGOTRY PROPOSES?? FOOLISHNESS FONDLED AS FETISHES FORGOTTEN FOREPLAY, OFTEN DELAYED AND, OF COURSE, ALWAYS EMBELLISHED THE TARNISHED NAME BRANDED AND ENFLAMED.... AS ONLY DAMNATION IS PROUD TO ATTAIN

There once was a time when i gave away a piece of my heart And now that part of me is gone I shall not remain as incomplete The time has come - i shall depart

What goes bump in the night What gives me such a fright Terrors such as these Do give me such delight!!

The tipping of the china The saucer chips and chimes In nursery school rulebooks Ring nursery fool's rhymes

i am a speck of dust upon a cloister of abrasions to some i may be the aberration itself and to others, i am, quite simply, undeniably close to the cusp i am torn and i am torment long-winded chimes of captivity, unsightly…. abhorrent indecision and illusion forged as incomplete, despite attempts at deceit and delusions flecks of gold and pleasure caressed in pain a tragic syndrome if one ever believed in such a thing bounty of sorts, a hoard of mass amounts surmounts to treasure, beguiled in meanless measures for what is to come is simply a story retold childish nightmares sung in lullabies baby cries herself to sleep over heat as torching as languid goodbyes sighs, dark nights, fright and fear…. incessantly come near yet never a tear stretches in sight….never to repent, nor dare to lament - such would decree misfitting a monster is only as perverse as the saints decree the demented only as hell-bound as those….who, they themselves, wish they were free…. a flagrant martyr is most commonly an acquired sire a duty-bound hired hand useless without it’s master a force-fed convict is simply debauchery’s debacle as is, resistance’s remorse contrary to the oncoming slaughter.

Now tell me, "Is love simply a game to be played? Or, was I more of such circumstance to obligingly obey??? ..."

To believe is to open one's self to the prospect of better things To not believe is to deny one's self the opportunity.... albeit, the suffering.

Ecclesiastes 4:5 The fool folds his hands together, and eats his own flesh. Proverbs 18:2 A fool has no delight in understanding, but that his heart may discover itself. Proverbs 10:14 Wise men lay up knowledge: but the mouth of the foolish is near destruction.

Stuck in the mire Of filth and desire... Oh, where will one go from here????