Do you know how it feels to have feelings for your step brother? To want him, but to know he would never feel the same? How it hurts to see him with his girlfriend-the way he touches her, loves her, cares for her? The worst is to hear them having sex in the next room, only wishing it was you. I know that it's wrong and that I shouldn't, but ... I fantasize about him touching me. Making love to me. Only me. I shouldn't, but I can't help it. I want him. I want my step brother. Warning: Contains Sexual Content ;) (Rater R)

It all started when i was eighteen, my mom died and left me with him. The man I dread the most Damion Pryce who's also twice my age and treats me like shit. But the thing is I like those harsh treatments sometimes. Is that a bad or good thing??? Well I guess you'll never know, if you don't read....

*Rule #1 Don't stare. It's rude and suspicious. *Rule #2 Don't look them in the eyes. It can sometimes be seen as a challenge. *Rule #3 Always remember that they're practically animals. *Rule #4 (By far the most important rule) Never ever forget your wrap at home. Four simple rules. That's all I have to follow. With those four rules I'm seen as just "one of the guys". Which is fine by me. After all, playing Division 1 Mens Hockey at the college level is hard enough, but being a girl on that level? It's unheard of. So if wearing baggy clothing and befriending the medical staff keeps me known as a "guy" then so be it. Eventually though its not enough. Boys are practically hounds, they can smell girls. And all it takes is one slip up and the whole team will know I'm a girl. But maybe everyone knowing won't be such a bad thing. After all, hockey boys are pretty hot. Well some of them. It doesn't help that my body seems determined to end my hockey career too. Everything used to be so quiet and simple, but lately everything is so complicated. Oh boy. I just want to play hockey. ~~~~~~ Warning: This book contains lots of swearing. Some of the content may also be triggering. This book contains themes of Abuse, Trauma, Sexual Assault, and Depression. Read with Caution. There may also be a few steamy scenes. This is a Reverse Harem Romance

𝐌𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝. 𝐌𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫. 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞. I thought the worst thing that would happen to me was my mom passing away, but boy was I wrong. From having my dad go to jail, moving in with my abusive aunt and uncle, and a toxic on and off relationship things looked like the end. To cope I searched for an escape and used any means necessary good or bad. One day things went too far and I knew things needed to change. However, I didn't think the change would be me moving to a new state to live with my moms friend that I don't even remember. Now I'm stuck in a house with five sinfully hot and rich guys that want nothing to do with me. They don't trust me and I don't trust them. Never being one to back down I'll make them accept me. However, it's becoming harder and harder to play this game when it feels like something in them is calling to them? No matter how much we hate each other we just keep being pulled back. Will our own demons get in the way or help us heal our still bleeding wounds and will my past keep coming back to haunt me? The Mitchell boys is a reverse harem novel meaning that the lead Christian (Chris) will end up with multiple love interests. Some topics might not be appropriate for younger viewers. TW: drug use, addiction, violence, abuse, and disordered eating habits.