𝘛𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘉𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘵. 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘴, 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘛𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵..? Started - January 5th Ended - January 13th #37 in angst - 09/01/21 #20 in angst - 11/01/21 #14 in angst - 12/01/21 #1 in depression - 18/01/21 #10 in angst - 27/01/21 #69 in sad - 26/02/21

"𝗧𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲. 𝗗𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲-𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?" #𝟷 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚊𝚐: 𝙺𝚊𝚛𝚕𝙹𝚊𝚌𝚘𝚋𝚜 ; 𝟻𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏 𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟶 𝗗𝗜𝗦𝗖𝗟𝗔𝗜𝗠𝗘𝗥: 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑟𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐾𝑎𝑟𝑙 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑆𝑀𝑃, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑢𝑛𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑢𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑆𝑀𝑃 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑁𝑂𝑇 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦. 𝐍𝐎 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓

I refuse to have a book on my page about an abuser.

"𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐢 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞?" "𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐝𝐨, 𝐲/𝐧. 𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭." 𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬. I now realize this story is less of an xreader and more of an oc named y/n. I apologize, this was my first ever xreader so I didn't really know what I was doing. *intentionally lowercased* *tommyinnit is only uncomfortable with fanfics that contain smut/nsfw. i will not be putting any smut or nsfw into this fanfic* (ps the beginning is probably really cringy in quality, and i'm slowly working on revisions :)) 100k on Dec 1, 2020 <3 200k on Jan 11, 2021 <3 300k on Feb 4, 2021 <3 400k on Feb 23, 2021 <3 500k on Mar 14, 2021 <3 600k on Apr 7, 2021 <3 700k on May 9, 2021 <3 800k on Jun 14, 2021 <3 900k on Jul 22, 2021 <3 1 million. Sep. 1, 2021❤️ started: september 29, 2020 finished: february 18, 2021 :p revisions started: june 8, 2021