I tapped my pen onto my desk with anticipation. Why did I deserve to meet One Direction? I stared at my lifeless paper. The question kept skipping through my mind like a broken record player. Why did I, Cher Marie Lovett, deserve to meet One Direction? Lots of ideas swirled my mind, but one caught my attention. Without thinking twice, I scribbled onto the paper, “So I can lick Liam Payne's abs.” I know what you're thinking. That's probably the dumbest reason ever. But, hey, it was 100 percent truthful and its not like they're gonna read it anyways. Pretty pleased with my idea from God, I skipped over to Mrs. Richards’ desk and slammed down my masterpiece. “I'm finished,” I smirked with a mouthful of victory. Little did I know that a simple, ‘I'm finished’ would be my biggest regret yet.

Life is now perfect for Maya Styles. She's married to the most amazing man and she lives in the most amazing home. Everything is going according to plan. But, when she meets up with an old friend from high school, will problems arise? What will happen when her first boyfriend comes back into her life? Will she be strong enough not to fall for him again? Will Harry be strong enough to accept their friendship? Then, with the stress of starting a family, what will Maya and Harry decide to do? Will even more tensions arise? No one ever said this new beginning was going to be easy.

'SHUT THE FUCK UP SANA! YOU SHOULDNT BE CRITIZING ME WHEN YOU'VE NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND IN YOU ENTIRE SHITTY LIFE!' he yells back with full hatred and anger in his eyes. For the second time that day my heart shatters. But this time it hurts even more because I know that it's true and it's coming from the boy I love. Yes I have never had a boyfriend and he knows it. I don't know what to do.. I just collapse on the floor, holding my knees to my chest, and start to sob freely. 'Why does everyone hate me? What did I ever do? Am I just too ugly?' I whisper tears falling from my cheeks. Everyone just stands there staring at me and harry at shock. Harry is just standing there looking at me looking very regretful but still angry. 'Why?! Why does everyone fucking hate me?! Answer me!' I yell at them my vision still blurry. Ramina looks at me and then just walks out the door. 'Fuck you Harry Styles!' she screams before closing the door behind her. My heart feels so broken that I can't bear it. My head gets dizzy and I can't handle the pain anymore. My whole world goes black. This is what happens when you are Torn with Harry Styles.