Ebonie was just a young woman seeking companionship after failing at most of the important things in life. That had been her first mistake, not the failing part, but thinking she could successfully find a lover (husband hopeful). Now she was just young, maybe still a woman (depending on if one consider only human females to be women) , but she was diffidently something else now. But in pure Ebonie fashion, she was somehow even failing at being turned into a supernatural being. Great.

𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙𝘠𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘞𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘌𝘋 𝘏𝘌𝘙, 𝘉𝘜𝘛 𝘚𝘏𝘌 𝘞𝘈𝘕𝘛𝘌𝘋 𝘔𝘌. ❝you're such a dream to me❞ 𝘫𝘶𝘥𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘩𝘢𝘮 𝙭 𝘧𝘦𝘮!𝘰𝘤

I tried to make myself prettier for him. More lady like for him. Smile more for him. I didn't even have him. He didn't even want me. But here I am killing myself because he no longer chases me. I love him , but I hate myself . I love him , but i hate myself. I hate him. Can I love myself . Cover by _empvss