While he kissed to take your breath away and burn your heart with his sinful lips over your gleaming body, while he made your skin electricity with his stares and left you dizzy and drunk just by the grazing of his fingertips on your hot skin, little did you knew that while he worshipped your skin, his heart chanted someone's else name, his mind reminscened those heart wrenching yet pleasurable memories of his past. ❝Let me ask you, am I just a toy for you? Am I just an object you can use to drain away the stress of your day and cry in my arms for someone else? How am I supposed to live with you knowing that your heart still beats for someone else while you share your heart beats with me?❞ ________________________________ Maybe you left, but your memories didn't. He never knew that missing you will keep him more awake than coffee. ❝lol, doesn't it sucks that we can't go back to the past and make everything right?❞ a bitter chuckle left his mouth as he leaned back on his leather chair. ❝hyung....I miss her so much❞ a lone tear escaped his burning gaze unknowingly, followed by more and more unintentionally. [*Contains the mention of sexual violence*] © justjeonics

She was a wildfire of emotion that hid in the corner between the bookshelves. And NamJoon was curious as to why she concealed her flames. SYNOPSIS; [A highly intelligent man meets a struggling college student and have philosophical conversations together that will eventually help them find their place in the world.] ⚜️Arabic version available by @-hyungi⚜️ 📣 Featured in @Fanfic official BTS Reading List >>> CHAMPION in BIG HIT 2019 Awards! >>> WINNER in Bangtan Writers Awards 2019! >>> WINNER in the Promise Awards 2019! >>> BEST WRITING STYLE in the Envie Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in Speak Yourself Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in The Moonchild Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in the BTS 2019 Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in The Anpanman Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in the Envie Awards! >>> 1ST PLACE in Show Yourself Awards! >>> 2ND PLACE in the MONO 2019 Awards! >>> 3RD PLACE in the Daydream Awards! □ ONGOING ✔ COMPLETED □ HIATUS □ EDITING