!TW! selfdistructive behaviour and thoughts I always just wanted my freedom, and if dying was the only way to get away from the people I worked for, then shall it be. I do not know how I ended up here after my death, but it got me to you, so I'll be forever thankful. This fanfic is currently being re-written. I think it was a good idea but my writing style as a twelve year old was terrible, so I'll re-do it and translate it to english. Since english isn't my first language tho, there might be some mistakes, I apologise beforehand. Please ignore watever happened with chapter 10, 13 and 30, I do not know 90% of those chapters went, just move one with the next ones. I hope to later correct this. Chapter progress < 56- done 56- in editing > 56- unedited