!TW! selfdestructive behaviour and thoughts I always just wanted my freedom, and if dying was the only way to get away from the people I worked for, then shall it be. I do not know how I ended up here after my death, but it got me to you, so I'll be forever thankful. Please ignore whatever happened with chapter 10, 13 and 30, I do not know 90% of those chapters went, just move one with the next ones. I hope to later correct this. finished available now on ao3, same name username is Analise_all_the_way