Trigger warnings: Self harm Edward who is so full of pride and dignity is willing to endure humiliation and pain from Roy and Havoc in exchange for information on the Philosophers Stone, just to find a way to get his brother's body and happiness back. But it all becomes too much for him and finds comfort in the worst possible thing one day; Self Harm, just to relieve his pain from his humiliation. He's keeping his pain and humiliation from Alphonse whom is worried but he's so afraid of what he'll think if he ever found out about his Promiscuous behavior. Will the small alchemist find a way out of with his pain before it's too late for him?

Edward is kidnapped and after many painful Transmutations, turned into a Wolf-Chimera. After being rescued he is determined that no one can find out about him. But as time passes it becomes harder to cope, and he realizes he has to tell someone. But who can he trust enough to keep his secret? ParentalMaes, AbusiveRoy, ProtectiveRoy. Mentions of abuse and rape. Complete