! 🔞 ! I can't. " Angel, you're not thinking straight. They gave you a cocktail drug. We can't. " I express myself as clearly as I can. he seems hurt. " but ... " " NO ! " I burst. Perhaps with more anger than I wanted. His eyes get bigger and shinier. Teardrops slide on his red cheeks. It looks like a lost puppy. I can't do it. I get up to get a towel. He leans out with his shoulders pounding with sobs and begging me not to leave. Fuck. if you don't like the ship, it's not for you sorry 😅

*Spoiler Warning!* IF YOU HAVEN'T READ LOSERS (THE FIRST BOOK) DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS DESCRIPTION. GO READ LOSERS ITS ON MY PROFILE, THEN PROCEED. Also this story contains Drugs, Alcohol, Sex, Violence, and mentions of S/A read at your own risk. After Husker's death, the Hazbin Hotel crew is mourning exponentially. Angedust won't leave his room. Alastor's is now has to rehire a bartender. Charlie is dealing with her own string of shit we'll dive more into that. Vaggy is living with yet another secret. She doesn't think Charlie will ever be ready for. Cherribomb has stayed at the hotel after her classes to keep Angeldust company, she leaves in during the night to go home but she is not comfortable with the thought of Angel being alone all the time but he won't let Charlie see him like this.